--shine--

start

2011-05-01T00:53:00.001+08:00

just read my blog.. had been dead for long.. i shd start bloggin again man.. reminds mi of my struggles and God's goodness... most importantly, to share God's love.. bt i very long nv blog liao.. forgt how to blog liao.. how?? hahax..

love u

2010-07-28T01:42:00.003+08:00

because we love you 2 too much... tt's y we are keepin it to ourselves.. sometimes, we feel u and sometimes we dont... it's hard to keep up.. it's hard to breath... anytime, our life support might be taken away... aometimes we are left to die... bt sometimes u save us... we are happy.. we are oso part of u... think for us more as we think for u as well... i know u love us the same... show it wif ur actions and words pls... we still love u the same... love us bk ok?? misses u soooo much..
things that had happened.. things that had past.. things that should nv be.. bt things went on... things that is happening now, i dont know... no answers bt i guess i know wad is happening... it boils mi and it soften me... it hurts.. bt so wad? is i zhi zhao.. wad can i do? so wad? u care no more..

kid's prayer

2010-01-05T00:26:00.000+08:00

NICE!! watch!!

child like faith

2009-12-28T00:52:00.000+08:00

this is a classic story tt i wan to share wif u... it's a real incident by my cousin, rachel ang, age 6... i went over to my godma place aka my aunt for dinner.. den rach was eating really slowly.. so my godma.......

godma: RACHEL!!! (really frim and loudly)

rach: aiyo mummy!! u frighten me u know?
my heart POP-ed to know??
den Jesus oso POP-ed u know??

whole family: huh?? Jesus pop-ed??

rach: ya. Jesus in my heart ma..
den my heart POP-ed..
Jesus oso POP-ed lor..

me: *LAUGH NON STOP!!!!!*

she super cute rite??!! bt in the mist of all the laughing.. mummy told me.. u learnt something rite?? den i think think.. ya, i did learn something.. i learnt child-like faith.. tt we always forget tt Jesus is in our heart and He really feels wad we feels.. but one more things abt Jesus is tt He helps we feel good once again...

so wad did u learn frm this incident??

2009-10-24T01:56:00.001+08:00

joyce is lousy.. joyce is full of herself.. and joyce is the dumb-est thing ever..

more of u

2009-10-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

song stuck in my head.. the song tt is speaking to mi now.. the song tt i cant find.. the song tt derek can only find the cords and lyrics...

i want more of you...

G2 I WANT TO
Bm7 KNOW THE ONE

C WHO HOLDS MY
Dsus4 HANDS

IN THIS RACE THAT I
G2 RUN

MY
Bm7 HELPER AND FRIEND

C HOLY SPIRIT I'LL
D(F) LOVE YOU
(/E) TILL THE
G2(Dsus) END

(REPEAT)

C/D I WANT
Cmaj7 MORE OF YOU O
D/C LORD

Bm7 MORE OF YOU IN MY
Em LIFE HOLY SPIRIT

C LIVING WATER
D FLOWING FROM
G WITHIN
F/G

AS I
Cmaj7 YIELD MYSELF TO
D/C YOU

Bm7 MOVE IN MY LIFE LIKE
Em NEVER BEFORE

C MORE OF
D YOU HOLY SPIRIT

C MORE OF
D YOU HOLY SPIRIT

C MORE OF
D YOU HOLY SPIRIT
C

C/D MORE OF
F+9 YOU
C G2

the cry of my heart now... LORD!! I WANT MORE OF U!!!

19th birthday

2009-08-27T23:54:00.002+08:00

WA!! so many to say... shall start frm ytd bahx..

26/8/09
went out wif hilda to pasir ris park to do morning devotion... had a good time of sharing and reflecting.. really love it... thank u Lord.. Lord, i just commit all tt we had toked abt into ur hands and be wif us through it all...

den romei came to find us and went to get kenny's present... hahx!! lam!! happy mahx??? hope he will like it..

den we went to uncle fuji's place... hilda say nd to help aunty rina settle some things... and.... *drum rolls* SUDDENLY!! one whole grp appear and says "happy birthday joyce!!"WA!! happiness!!! hehehehx!! k, i did suspect soemthing!! bt gt to say, hilda and romei are good lahx.. they could hind it well.. just tt i too smart liao.. hahahx!!! anyway, thanx for planning!!

really enjoyed myself.. thanx u guys for coming!! of course, we oso celebrated kenny's and tian en's birthday... i'm glad tt those ppl hu came, they know tt they are important to mi.. and in some way or another, they do... really touched.. and almost all of them gave mi a rose!! woo hoo!! first time in my life i got SOO many roses.. hahx!!

27/8/09
went bk to my centre to visit them... happiness!! they still rem mi!! miss tt "TEACHER JOYCE!!" hahahx!!

den had lunch wif mummy den go meet shu shu walk walk..

den romei came... hahx!! den they brought mi to the highest level of vivo the open space there.. den shu shu made sushi for mi.. den we tok tok.. den den!!! i saw PIGU!!! hahahx!! pigu made oreo chessecake for mi!! woo hoo!! had a good time of toking and spending time wif my darlings... thanx for plannin...;p

den went to roland restuarant to eat dinner wif family... yum yum!! hehex.. den godma was tokin abt how "cute" i was when i was young... she will pat mi to slp... and sing song to mi... but.. i will still eye open big big stare at her... hahax!!! like SUPER late liao.. den she wanna cry liao... hahahaahahx!!! super funny!!! hahaahx!!

MY BIRTHDAY!!!
i really thank God for these 19 yrs of my life.. how he brought mi thru... how He touched my life... how He gave mi chances to know Him... my desire is really tt ppl in this world will find their joy in Christ... espcially my family memder... really pray tt one day mummy and daddy will worship God together wif mei mei and i...
i oso wan to thank God for givin the desire and "talent" to dance and i am able to use it to serve Him.. it's really God's blessin.. i pray and ask tt God will use dance and mi to minister to Him and His ppl..
children.. it has been part of my life.. i really and ask tt God will show mi wad He has instored for mi... i wan to put my 3 loves together in the future... dance, children(teaching) and of course God together to do something great for God... bt... i will still hope and pray tt God will show mi wad He wans...
i oso wan to thank God for all my frens... really too many to say liao... all of u are important to mi (too many to list).. really thank God for ppl He has put in my path... thank u for ALL the birthday wishes...;p
i really enjoyed my 19th birthday.. really thank God for frens and family... pray tt God will help mi to keep all these frenship and strenghten them in His name... love u all!!

most importantly.. i love u Lord, the one who created mi!!! hehex.. loves!!

lost focus

2009-08-24T12:32:00.000+08:00

ya.. forgt abt this incident... oh wells.. i lost focus on sat.. too carried away wif drama series tt i forgt wad i wanted, forgt wad i have been waiting for... even lost my temper wif romei.. k, i feel dumb... like seriously dumb.. i'm sorry Lord.. sorry tt i gave in to the works of the devil... Lord, give mi strenght and self control to know wad u wan for mi.. Lord, i will wait for ur right time, ur beautiful timing... send mi my boaz and help mi be like ruth... i thank God tt i had romei and even rachel to remind mi of wad i have been waiting and holdin on to... i thank u tt they understand...

and oso... went out wif rach ytd.. enjoyed myself... shared quite alot... thank u for this time... like, i known her since i was in pri sch... bt i thank God tt now we can tok abt church, abt God, abt guys, abt our lifes... most importantly, CF!! ahhax!! really thank God for rach tt we are able to share our lives wif each other... and oso our frenship is built on u...

bored

2009-08-24T11:34:00.002+08:00

i'm super bored now!! at dad's office... haix.. oso nth to do.. dad make till like so busy.. oh wells... give him face... show my face for awhile... den he wont always call mi... hahx!!

oh wells.. since i so free now... blog abt my happenings bahx...

HONG KONG TRIP!!!
hahx.. hao.. was bk 1 wk ago liao... well.. didnt really did much... just go there, went to disneyland and the budda thingy... was SUPER hot... like SUPER!!! no wind, nth... just sun... sat the cryatal cable car up to the budda... can see the buttom de... super cool.. hahx!! den disneyland nth de... just alot pic to take lorx.. no exciting games or rides de.. dad complaint all the way!! hahax!! den horx... dad and i stayed for the fireworks...

den rite... during the fireworks... dad spoke to mi lehx.. hehex... i was standing there (in between the sweat smell of guys) den i told God... God for this whole trip till now, like nth exciting.. den i told God to speak to me.. at that moment, i rem the name for the fireworks display "firework under the stars".. den i realised, STARS... where are the stars?? so i looked around the sky and i saw stars... like just nxt to all the fireworks... at tt moment.. i realised tt the fireworks are not THAT nice.. and the stars.. they gave me a very quiet, peaceful feelin... and i realised... "the stars tt God made are much beautiful den the fireworks"... yt everyone just notice the fireworks... well.. look to God rather den the big happenings of the Earth coz God created stars...

when.. bk to my HONG KONG TRIP... den the day we went bk, just shopped for like2 hrs?? which i bought clothes for mummy, popo and godma... didnt really gt anything for myself...:( oh wells... hahx!! well, good experience in HK though.. finally saw the taxi and small buses tt i see on tv... was super excited... hahahhx!!!

oh oh.. most importantly.. i cut my hair in HK!!! hahahax!!

end of HK trip... now, my DRIVING trip...

yeah.. i started my driving lessons liao.. like finally!! i chiong-ing.. still chiong-ing... so ya.. pray hard tt i can pass on my first try...;p

oh.. saw my sec best partner ever on one of the days.. ELIAS!! hahahx!! my best partner, hu let mi wack and hit when i'm bored or tired in class!! hahax!! and oso hu is always providing sweets!!

den... nth much liao bahx.. my life...

oh watched UP wif romei, hilda, uncle fuji and elisha... nice show...funny yt wif meaning... hahx... den had dinner wif kat, hilda and mark... well, i felt old tt day... hahx!!

well, i'm lookin forward to my this wk!!! hehex...

birthday present

2009-08-17T00:24:00.002+08:00

HAHAHX!! 10 more days to my birthday!!! muahahx... thinkin of wad present to get for mi?? i help u k??/

my birthday present wish...
1) "the young files of kindaichi" dvd part 1/2 --- totally around $70
2) aaron shust cd --- price unknown
3) a pretty scarf (nice and sweet pretty)
4) a big bag (same as my surfer girls' bag) --- $50???
5) ang bao!! HAHAHAHX!!!

too ex???
a hand-made card will be nice...;p
or an sms...;p

if there's anything u wanna buy for mi... pls tag in myblog.. so ppl wont gt the same thing for mi... haahx!! tell mi.. how bhb can i get?? HAHAHX!!

off to hk

2009-08-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

hi there...

i'm off to hk tml.. those hu are reading this... CONGRATS!!! u found out tt i am goin hk.. coz i didnt really tell anyone... so ya... hehex.. goin to for 4 days nia... so no nd to annouce lahx horx... hahx..

go there play, eat, shop... play, eat . shop.. muahahx!!!

hehex!!1 goin wif daddy's company... well, dont know wad to expect... glad for this break.. i do nd time by myself... to think over stuff and to pray...

well, those hu are reading this... pls pray for journey mercy.. pray tt i will not get lost in hk.. pray that all of us will be protected frm any sickness... pray that God will speak to mi and oso to speak to daddy and his company..

ruth

2009-08-11T23:25:00.001+08:00

just finished watching a sermon online abt ruth... is rach send mi de...

http://www.marshillchurch.org/media/redeemingruth/gods-hand-in-our-suffering

i think it nice... i did learn alot of this sermon... it toks abt chap 1 nia first... it's tokin abt the suffering that Naomi and Ruth went thur... and of course most importantly, tt God is in control... he is soverign and can do anything He wants... bt one more things is... he is good... so, he will do things that is of a purpose of a plan...

and oso.. one big lesson is tt... God does not waste any tear, hardship or suffering... it's ok to tear as long as it is wif a purpose...

oso.. the speaker tok abt how he loves naomi for her honesty to God... she confess tt she feels bitter, she feel lousy... she did not lie... bt one thing abt her... she run to God... to His ppl.. to get help frm God's ppl...

he oso toked abt ruth... God did not tell her to go.. she chose for herself tt she wanna accpet God... and she just commit her life into God's hands, in regards to her life, her future... she has not encountered God... bt she chose to accept Him wif her heart...

and i just received a sms... it tug a few strings of my heart... i dont know wad God meant.. bt i'm goin to pray abt it... wad am i suppose to do?? pray tt everything tt i have in mind comes frm the Lord... so many things i have in mind... so many things tt i wan to do... Lord, which of these comes frm u?? wad can i do for u??

God's love...

2009-08-10T00:06:00.002+08:00

on sat... during ltc... i felt God's love... sang all kinds of song that reminds mi of God's love... He's love which is SOOO great... so awesome... tt words cant express... sang of how a KING, a GOD hu loves mi... someone whu has control over EVERYTHING, LOVE mi... someone hu can just strike mi dead, died for mi... i felt so broken... so overwhemled by His love... however, i know there's something missing... there's still a hole in somewhere... and i dont know wad to do...

today, on sun... in church.. sang of songs that make mi recommit my life into God's hand... sang songs that reminds mi to make God my maker, my potter... to mould mi...

so.. i knew God's love... i knew He love mi... bt tt's not enough... i had to commit and give my life to Him... i have to allow Him to mould mi... i have to trust Him for His plans for mi... i smiled...

after that.. we sang praises to our God... coz He deserves it... i felt soo unworthy... well, i am... bt thank Him for His mercy and grace that i can just stand and worship Him...

Lord, i thank u for ur love... thank u for ur scarfice... and Lord... i commit myself to u.. coz i know in u, i can be complete... coz, i know u know my future, and i trust u tt u will make things beautiful in Ur time... mould mi Lord, lead mi Lord into ur will, ur plan... and Lord, i praise and worship u.. coz u are worthy, u are holy and u deserve it, Lord... more den anything else... thank u Lord...

i love u Lord...

injured toe

2009-08-10T00:03:00.004+08:00

hahx... i injured my toe in church today.. super pain... after like 12 hrs liao... it's still bloody... wanna see?? WAD??!! u dont wan to see???!! dont care u!! i'm still showing u.... muahahhax...

SEE!!!!

i hit my toe against the metal which is on the floor.. i tot nth de... den i walk walk.. den i look down.. den.. that's it liao.. bleeding!! hahax...

ltc

2009-08-08T16:46:00.002+08:00

hi there... i just came bk frm LTC aka leadership training camp frm cf...

i totally enjoyed it.. the teaching was cool... the speaker talked abt Nehemiah... how he was a leader.. i learnt that we have to really humble ourselves.. to confess ur sins... to allow God to take control, to have faith that things happen in His plan... to do things that God wan us to do... to really seek God in wadever u do.. it may sound easy... bt it is not...

and worship was awesome... i was so touched by God's love... so broken tt I, a sin, yt He still love mi so much... the eyes that see my sins died for mi... the one hu created the universe die for mi.. i just really can explain how much he love mi... best thing is... my redeemer, He lives... He died and rose again... how powerful is He??? VERY!! SUPER DUPER powerful... i really wan to thank Him for His love for mi... tt make mi sooo... sooo. touched that those tears i have cant explain how touched i was... seriously, God loves mi and u...
and oso, as i was standin at the bk of the room... i see hands lifted up... ppl praising and worshipping God... so now, the cry of my heart is tt these ppl will continue to seek God, praise Him, worship Him, live for HIm and most importantly, to hold on the truth that God has made for u till eternity...

Lord, i love u... i will seek and find my joy from u... and i am not called joyce for nth... Lord, may i be ur joy...

dance pattern

2009-08-06T23:40:00.002+08:00

hehex... joyce had just randomly thought of 2 dance patterns... dont know is for tamborine or streamers though... mmm... i name them "rainbow" and "trust in the Lord"...

rainbow is based on the verse gen 9: 16 "The rainbow shall be in the cloud, and I will look on it to remember the everlasting covenant between God and every living creature of all flesh that is on the earth."

and

trust in the Lord is based on the verse proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all ur ways acknowledge Him, He shall direct your path striaght."

hehex.. well.. i pray tt these pattern comes frm the Lord and i will rem them... also, if it is frm God... i pray and ask for God's encourage and confidence to show others abt these patterns... i oso pray that these pattern will just glorify God's name and to show others abt God's greatness... amen!!!

seagate closing

2009-08-04T23:37:00.002+08:00

seagate is closing down liao.. u must be thinking... wad those it gt to do wif mi... well.. u all dont know nia.. i have been hearin the word "seagate" since the day i was born till now.. now close liao.. haix.. sad...

well.. daddy is a job contractor.. he is help factories find workers... so seagate have always been one of daddy's client... now seagate close, daddy's business comfrim affected.. :( Lord, i just commit daddy's business into ur hands... i pray and ask tt daddy will not be affected too much and Lord... i pray in ur name that u will give daddy more business!!! and Lord, most importantly, daddy will know tt it is u, the only God hu gives him these business... in Jesus' name, amen... mulitply Lord... loves and hugs!!!

me..

2009-08-04T00:02:00.002+08:00

Lord, sorry...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! irritating!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wad shd i do?? wad can i do??? Lord!! sorry!! y cant things be just as simple?? y didnt u tell mi?? y dint i listen??

i nd a break frm this world... can i??

ques

2009-08-01T15:09:00.000+08:00

joyce woke up today wif lots of ques in her mind...

ques 1:
God created rainbow to remind us of His covenant between Him and every living creature of all flesh that is on the Earth.. (gen 9: 16). so my ques is... does the 7 colours of the rainbow means anything?? if they do, wad each colour represent and mean??? and y 7?? is it coz God created Earth in 7 days???

ques 2:
was tokin to shu and shu said tt if she suspects that a guy is gettin to close or nice to him... she will give cold response... so does tt mean btw guy and girl cannot have just pure frenship??? can i guy and girl be close just purely for the sake of frenship?? must it involve a "love" relationship??

ques 3:
i have been tellin josh abt boundaries... den again... do i even know my own boundaries?? am i in the position to tell him abt boundaries whn i dont know mine?? so wad is one's boundaries??'

hahax... yupx.. just some random ques tt i was thinkin abt the whole morning... now, my greatest ques is....

ques 4:
wad shd i do now??? my newsletter? my evaluation?? my last activity for my learning corner?? the gifts for my children on the last day?? oh.. how sad... k..now i have another ques...

ques 5:
Lord, wad do u wan mi to do or go after i graduate??

k... bye... off to do work, wadever is it.. i oso dont know.. Lord, tell me bahx... hahax..

i love u Lord

2009-07-29T20:58:00.000+08:00

Lord, i love u... u are really sooo good to mi.. so good till sometimes i forgt ur goodness..

when i asked for blue... u gave mi my desires... Lord, let the river of life flows for u and for u Lord... flow in ur way, in ur direction Lord...

when i felt unwanted, alone and useless... u showed mi in ur own special and unique way tt i am part of ur team to serve and dance for Him.. it may seems silly, but Lord, it's ur work and i know it's from u...

when i asked tt u allow mi to serve in my birthday week, coz this is the best present i can ever give u... to dance a dance for u... and Lord, i gave mi wad i asked..

Lord, i see my heart... u sent ppl to pray for mi indirectly... i know there are oso other ppl out there tt u are interceding for... bt Lord, i will claim tt prayer mine... Lord, when i tot u dont care, u sent ppl to show mi tt u care and Lord, u know... not once, bt twice..

Lord, wadever it is... i know u will make things beautiful in ur time... let your desire be my desire... let ur will be my will... let ur heart be my heart, Lord... this is the cry of my heart: to do, feel and act wadever u wan mi to do, feel and act... Lord, let mi be urs and urs be mine...

Lord, i really thank you for ur love, mercy and grace... i love u Lord.. i really really do... i thank God tt i've gt u...

my saviour my God

2009-07-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

hey there... i happen to come across this song... called my saviour my God by aaron shust... really nice... it really relates how i felt when i was before a christian and after...

here are the lyrics... do take time to read and understand the meaning...

Aaron Shust
My Savior My God Lyrics

I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed, what God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands one who is my Savior

I take Him at His word and deed
Christ died to save me; this I read
And in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my savior

That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

Chorus (2x's)
My Savior loves, My Savior lives
My Savior's always there for me
My God: He was, my God; He is
My God is always gonna be

Yes, living, dying, let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring;
That He who lives to be my King
Once died to be my Savior

That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

My Savior loves, My Savior lives
My Savior loves, My Savior lives

here is the video i found on youtube... do watch and really proclaim tt MY saviour lives, MY saviour loves...

happy girl

2009-07-17T23:22:00.002+08:00

joyce is a happy girl now!! woo hoo!! thank God praise God... i passed my field sup's test.... good or bad, i'll just commit to the Lord... Lord, i continue to pray and ask for good results... WOO HOO!!! really thank God.. He has been great!! thank you Lord... u really love mi sooo much.. and Lord, i love u too!!! hehex...

and went to have dinner wif shu and romei.. at shu's pu tien... she keep insisting tt we must go.. hao lorx... go lorx... k lahx.. the food not bad.. den go shopping... our BLUR romei.. said she wannw go topshop to get a shirt.. den dont have.. den we walk to muji, past dorthy pealkin.. den she shirt was there!! mske us walk one big round... bt den again.. shu, y are we not surprised??!! hahahahx!! frm there i get this top tt i was tt time which i like bt was 50 plus... DEN!!! now gt discount!! totally brought it!! HAPPY HAPPY!!!!! den went muji!!! and!! we got our maggie mee!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY... den den.. we went to buy mac icecream!!!! the cococone.. WA!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.. bt den gt no rainbow spinlkers tt i wanted.. :(.. hahax.. oh well.. overall, joyce is happy today!! ohoh!! i forgt, i got my new cam bag!! hahax!! wanna gt a smaller one... so went to got it!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!! hahahax!!

hehex.. yeah!! bt of course, it's the company tt counts lahx... my smelly shu and romei... hahax!! love u two to bits!!

and of course... THANK YOU LORD!!!! i will continue to praise u and love u, Lord... amen Lord...

godma prayed

2009-07-17T00:06:00.002+08:00

hehex... just wanna blog this... godma prayed for mi just now... she came over to get some stuff so i told her abt my field sup tml and she prayed for mi... really felt so loved by God... she thank God tt i accepted Him as my saviour... she thank God for my walk wif Him and His soverginetiy... godma reminded mi to go in God's wisdom for my field sup tml.. i have been finding the word... and yes... God's wisdom... no one have ever prayed like this for mi before... really have to thank God for His love for me when i dont deserve it.. godma oso thank God for putting mi in this course... i really needed this reminder... i guess i have been workin too much, detesting early childhood tt i forgt tt it was God hu put mi in this course thur His planning... sorry Lord, tt i was so into myself and forgt abt u... Lord, set mi straight wif u again... i wan to seek and rely on u always, every sec, every min and everything tt i do Lord...

Lord, just hu are u hu can make mi cry so much not coz i'm sad bt coz i found my joy in you??/ Lord, just hu are u tt i can love u so much w/o seein a physical u??
Lord, just hu are u tt i can love so much just feelin ur presense and ur love??

you are Lord, my God, my everything... i love u Lord...

field sup

2009-07-16T21:41:00.002+08:00

PPL!!! hahx.. tml is my big day.... bt no, not my wedding day... it's the day i die or live... tml my field supervisor comin to observe mi... scared scared... bt!! i will trust everything to the Lord and commit everything to Him...

Lord, i pray and ask tt u will be will mi during my observation.. Lord, give mi ur words and ur teaching as i teach... let wadever i teach comes frm u... Lord, be with mi as a conduct a lesson... i oso pray and ask for ur grace and mercy to be upon mi... give dr loh ur grace and forgiveness and love when she supervisors mi and idayu... Lord, tml, is ur day, the day tt u made... i pray and ask for good results Lord... in Jesus' name, amen....

commitin to the Lord

2009-07-16T00:31:00.002+08:00

hahax.. just now joyce had a sudden feelin to just rant.. and i realised something... many times i have prayed to tell God to change hearts... bt it still reminds the same... bt now i realised... God has been wanting to be something... bt it is i hu keeps holding on, i am not commiting everything to the Lord was wad i have been praying.. many times, i wan this and i feel that this is the best for mi... so, unknowingly, i have not commit everything to the Lord...

ok.. this is so goin to hurt... yes, i feel the pain now... bt come on, joyce... this pain compared to the pain tt Jesus had suffered for u, He died on the cross for u, He gave up everything for u, He will humilated coz of u.. and coz of this SMALL pain, u refuse to just commit to Him??? is this REALLY the best for u?? think again?? ok. it might not be the best for mi... but, wad is the best for mi?? just how long more?? okies, i'm still struggling... *deep breathe*.. this is so not easy... JOYCE!! if u really wan to be happy, to do wad God wants, come on, YOU got to commit and let go... let God do the job.. u say, u wan to do God's will... bt u are stoppin urself, can u pls just let go?? and really commit to the Lord... just allow Him to flow... so wad if things does not go YOUR way???!! YOU got to trust tt God has something bigger and better for u.. and just have to hold onto this truth, you are His child, He wants and will provide the best for u.. rem, He knows, He will provide, just trust.. hard, i know... but just do it... u will see results... i dont know how long or when... bt trust mi... in His right timing.. He will provide and show u... joyce, jia you k?? God will always be wif u.. trust mi... hao... i will trust u... no... not only i WILL trust u... bt... I TRUST U, LORD!!! tt's it... the reborn of mi!! trust God... i dont know wad is best for myself, only God knows... I AM to let go of wad I wan, and seek wad GOD wants... Lord, i thank u, i still gt u...

k lahx.. i'm tired.. this wk is really a tiring wk for mi.. emotionally and physically drained.. attachement is killing mi.. bt i thank God for good attahment centre, mentors, teachers and ecperience... Lord, continue to guide mi.. let everthing tt i teach comes from you coz u are the best teacher ever... let everymaterials i do comes frm u... all the ideas ALL frm u Lord, coz i know with my own strenght, i am NOTHING.. like NOTHING... thank you Lord... Lord., i continue to commit my attachment thigns into ur hands... i pray and ask tt the devil willnot do things against u... Lord, give mi ur mercy and grace.. thank you Lord, for ur blood to cleanse mi... Lord, clean mi so i may be clean before u and the devil will flee frm mi... amen Lord...

thank you Lord.. amen Lord.. i love u Lord...

dont wan use com

2009-07-06T12:16:00.001+08:00

hey there... very long nv see mi online liao bahx.. hahx!! using com for a while... goin off liao.. these few days dont feel likeusing com.. dont miss mi online!! hahahx.... btw, only got 2 days mc... flu... doc say, better to stay at home coz now i in childcare centre... bt i think this break is good.. have been slpin at 2am past few days... now gt 2 days... come up wif my slp and work... thank u Lord...;p Lord, in Jesus's name, i am healed!!

broken heart

2009-07-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

joyce is now mending a broken heart... like AGAIN!!! sian-ed... just how many times must my heart be broken and mended... and broken AGAIN??!! it's high time tt someone come to mend this broken heart of mine liao bahx... oh wells.. Lord be my healer, my timer, my provider, my key to the lock of my heart...

oh.. recently.. i have been in contact wif my EX crushes.. let mi see... out of the 7 tt i have crushes on, 5 of them sort of is either i met tt person, happen to meet tt person or tt person RANDOMLY smsed mi, hahahx!! oh wells... i have a feelin.. is either God is tellin mi, i am meetin my "the one" soon... OR... i am goin to suffer a MAJOR heart break soon... so He is reminding mi tt thru it all, He was wif mi, and is goin to be wif mi... wells... commitin everything to the Lord... do wad u wanna do bahx, Lord... give mi ur strenght, peace and joy to accept wad u have in stored for mi... thanx you Lord, tt i have u... i love u Lord!!!

children of God

2009-06-23T23:53:00.002+08:00

yet to all who received Him, to those who believed in His name, He gave the right to become children of God. john 1:12...

just came bk frm my church children's camp... theme is "i am a child of God"... camp was good, fun and lots of things to learn...

i think one thing tt i learnt the most is durin worship.. mei and i did the worship... well, i enjoyed myself... and i thank God for the actions and the songs.. and i realised mei can choregraph dance quite well... *deep breath*.. i gt a confression to make... while leadin worship, i chose the song "children of God" frm su... frm the first day of the camp... i keep tellin them to sing to God... keep tellin them to sing loudly to God... untill the last day... i just told them to sing to God... music soft and when i closed my eyes to hear them... tears almost roll down my eyes... i was really touched... the children's voices unto the Lord was so sweet, so simple... so children...i can imgine, God lookin down and smiling... those voices, i will nv forget... i realised for the first few days, i wanted them to sing the way I wan them to sing... bt wad I wan, is not wad God wants... wad God wans is just them singing frm their heart, no matter how loud or soft they sing... sorry Lord, i was wrong... thanx for forgiving mi and oso to show mi wad u wan.. sorry Lord tt i was not humble, i did not bow to u, bt did things my way... Lord, do it ur way Lord...

Lord, i thank you for being wif us through out the whole camp.. thanx for holding the rain, touching ur chidlren's heart and how they dilected their life for u once again... Lord, continue to remind tt they are ur child... and Lord, i thank u tt we are ur child... thank u for ur love tt u even die on the cross for us... Lord, ur love is amazing.. thank u Lord for everything... i love u Lord, in Jesus name, amen...

down

2009-06-21T00:23:00.002+08:00

joyce is feelin down.. totally no mood for children;s camp... haix.. can imgain have to fake happy infront of them.. oh wells.. wad to do... i oso dont know y i feelin down.. k.. maybe i do... just refused to admit tt reason... admit liao oso no use... so how?? like tt lorx... LORX LORX!! argh... lala... haix... lalalalx...

kk.. joyce shd go emo one coner by herself liao... bye bye... dont worry i wont kill myself... hahahx...

another funny one..

2009-06-19T23:50:00.002+08:00

okies.. i'm being forced by leon to blog this.. i'm innocent... i show u evidence...

L*e8*o9*n *Storm rider loves GOD and rugby (: ..[c=2] MON THE SCOTS![/c] IN china (I am DA MAN!) says:
When I am back to singapore I want to see this covo at your blog hahahaha

SEE!! is leon tell mi put de..

kk..
here we go... this convo is copied and pasted by leon... so wif have his name den josh's

L*e8*o9*n *Storm rider loves GOD and rugby (: ..[c=2] MON THE SCOTS![/c] IN china (I am DA MAN!) says:
joshua says:
OHHHHH
i thought u come back le
why u go china

L*e8*o9*n *Storm rider loves GOD and rugby (: ..[c=2] MON THE SCOTS![/c] IN china (I am DA MAN!) says:

parents -_-"

joshua says:
?????
u go china cos of parents?

L*e8*o9*n *Storm rider loves GOD and rugby (: ..[c=2] MON THE SCOTS![/c] IN china (I am DA MAN!) says:
They ar
need to get some (family land issues done)
Then forget to
bring some of the most important paper work
DHL will take 1 week
So
I go lor
I bring the paper work there

joshua says:
huh
u in the DHL BOX? ----> this is the funny part!!

L*e8*o9*n *Storm rider loves GOD and rugby (: ..[c=2] MON THE SCOTS![/c] IN china (I am DA MAN!) says:
-_-"

L*e8*o9*n *Storm rider loves GOD and rugby (: ..[c=2] MON THE SCOTS![/c] IN china (I am DA MAN!) says:
It's like the DXlR

shine .. says:
YA YA!!

shine .. says:
i think was supper funny lahx!!

shine.. says:
is he dumb or DUMB???!!

L*e8*o9*n *Storm rider loves GOD and rugby (: ..[c=2] MON THE SCOTS![/c] IN china (I am DA MAN!) says:
super dumb ;D

shine.. says:
HAHAX!!

L*e8*o9*n *Storm rider loves GOD and rugby (: ..[c=2] MON THE SCOTS![/c] IN china (I am DA MAN!) says:
joshua says:
ohhh
so u DHL boy
now i getit

L*e8*o9*n *Storm rider loves GOD and rugby (: ..[c=2] MON THE SCOTS![/c] IN china (I am DA MAN!) says:
hahahhahaa
you are mr dXlR

joshua says:
?????

L*e8*o9*n *Storm rider loves GOD and rugby (: ..[c=2] MON THE SCOTS![/c] IN china (I am DA MAN!) says:
I read joyce's blog
DxLR

joshua says:
hahahahahaa

L*e8*o9*n *Storm rider loves GOD and rugby (: ..[c=2] MON THE SCOTS![/c] IN china (I am DA MAN!) says:
*e8*o9*n *Storm rider loves GOD and rugby (: ..[c=2] MON THE SCOTS![/c] IN china (I am DA MAN!) says:
trying to act blur about it right?

joshua says:
she got dxlr
dslr**

L*e8*o9*n *Storm rider loves GOD and rugby (: ..[c=2] MON THE SCOTS![/c] IN china (I am DA MAN!) says:
Still got it wrong ler

HAHAHX!! k.. i know it's a little comlicating cox of the nicks... just get the meaning can liao.. hahax...

thanx God

2009-06-19T01:42:00.001+08:00

hehehhehex... thank God for frens.. thanx adelard.. thanx lam... thanx ah en... most importantly.... THANK YOU LORD... THANK YOU... i love you, Lord... i love u...

oh wells..

2009-06-19T01:08:00.003+08:00

oh wells.. the decision is final.. i lost... oh wells.. i saw tt coming... i knew it frm the start... well, i was alittle dumb to believe tt small lie... lucky nv really believe all... oh wells oh wells oh wells... haix... bt i thank God tt He has been wif mi and showed mi bit by bit this outcome... ARGH!! bt, i guess, it just time to get really die and be be alive once more... Lord, show mi.. i still thank you tt u were patience wif mi... and i'm sorry tt i struggled real alot for this plan tt u have for mi... Lord, help mi to let go and be strong once again.. it happened to mi many times liao.. i know i can do it again...

i'm lying...

godpa lehx??

2009-06-17T21:54:00.002+08:00

okies... Lord, i pray and ask tt u will send godpa bk or contact us... u know where is he now... everyone is worried... pls Lord, let us know where is he now... since afternoon he cant be contacted... Lord, i pray and ask tt he will be in ur safe hands... protect him and watch over him... and we lay our trust in u tt he is fine... in Jesus's name... amen Lord...

trip to malcca

2009-06-15T22:26:00.004+08:00

hahax... hi there... those hu didnt know tt i went to malacca for 3 days... ya... i went to malacca for 3 days... hahax... and i'm bk!! welcome mi bk!! HAHAHX!!

the trip for mi is to shop, shop and shop more... daddy is to play golf... oh wells.. the shoppin was ok ok nia... bt walked like SUPER alot... we parked the car at a place den walk, walk and walk.. and of course... other den shoppin... we went to the tourist attractions, the "must" go places whenin malacca... used my d5000... erm... got to say, still gt ALOT more to learn... Lord, pls use this cam u have for mi to take pics tt u wan mi to take, use the cam to show ur glory in ur way Lord...

and being mi, the think alot person.. of course i had my thoughts during my way bk...

well.. on the way bk to s'pore, as u know, malaysia have aLOT of plantations... tall trees... mountains filled wif trees... while lookin over of the window (after for slping half the journey...) i suddenly felt God speakin to mi... the trees like suddenly have "life".. well, they always have... just tt like, the way the tree looked, looks diff... i could see God's amazing power and love... gen 1:10-12 says that God created and put in Earth... i really could see, God's hand planting the tree, from deep down to the roots up to the tip of the leaves... at tt point of time, WOW!! God is soo amazing, He planted trees, He created this world, this Earth... i was SOO amazed by tt sence...
den again... i realised something... the same trees tt i was staring at, at malaysia's mountain is the same as the tree just out my window... okies... i meant was like.. they are still the tree tt God planted... i den relised.. why do we need to go OVER the seas, places which is more "grand" to see God's amazing power and creation... why do we need nice and majestic pics to see God's amazing power and creation??? do u know by just lookin around u, as u read my blog, u can see God's amazing power and creation??? and i can tell u, i am oso guilty of tt... i have to go to malaysia, and see... WA!! the mountain so nice... go to new zealand or austraila and see.. WA!! the mountain and sea so beautiful.. and scream... GOD!! u are amazing... just open ur eyes and heart... God can use just a small little unsignificant THING on ur table or anywhere around u to show u who He is... be alert, open ur heart to Him... this way, u will find easier to hold into His love and power... if u are constantly needing big big stuff to know God's love and power... it's easy for u to fall... i am oso learning.. jia you together ya???!!!

have child like faith...

i really love this pic... really touched mi.. to see how much love and affected this child is to see Jesus's blood bleedin for her... bt of coz, she need not be sad for long....

this is a pic drawn by my cousin, rachel, k2...

can u see wad this pic is tryin to say?? tt is rachel crying beside the cross...
look at the cross carefully, see the 3 nails at the sides of the cross??? see the blood flowing frm the nails?? look at the top of the cross, see the thorns of crown wif blood flowin out frm it???

looks familiar?? yes... it's the cross tt Jesus died for u and my sins... 3 nails, 1 "crown" coz He love us sooo much....

and y i say she need not be sad for long lehx??? coz Jesus rose again on the 3rd day.. He conquered death... He wins!!!!

"Love is not about finding the right person but finding the right relationship..."
"It's not about how much love you have in the begining, but how much love you build till the end..."
it's so true...

everyone's story is diff... dont go around finding stories to suit urs... u have ur own unique one...

josh funny

2009-06-13T01:10:00.002+08:00

ok.. i think thisi SUPER FUNNY!!! let mi show u the convo btw mi and josh...

ready??

here we go..

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
i tell u something..

joshua says:
huh

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
i...

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
got..

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
a...

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
dslr...

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
ytd.

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
hahhahahx...

joshua says:
dslr

joshua says:
sounds familar

joshua says:
driving lesson? <-- this is the funny part!!!

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
the cam tt ben and ziteng uses??

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
HHAHAHAHAHAXH!!!!

joshua says:
ohhh

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHX!!!!

joshua says:
dxlr la

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
oh my tian!!

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
dSlr..

joshua says:
s meh

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
YA!!

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
hhaxa.

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
oh my tian!!

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
i'm so goin to put this on my blog..

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
u wait..

joshua says:
huh

joshua says:
funny meh

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
HAHAXH!!

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
YA!!

joshua says:
like that say me again

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
driving lesson??

shine 3 nails, one "crown" and tear tt flows coz she loves u.. says:
hahahax.

k.. end!! i bet u laughing now!! hahahahahx!!!!!

attachment

2009-06-10T23:22:00.003+08:00

hihi...

here to blog abt my attachment... yupx.. today is the 3rd day liao... not too bad... up till now... i love it many many... i really thanx God and praise God... oh wells.. maybe it's coz i;m new and havent start on my teaching... bt still i WILL and i AM goin to praise God no matter wad happens... continue to pray tt God will always be wif mi and guide mi... i really wan to lift a child up and to touch a child's life wif God's love... thank you Lord... i love u Lord...

and there are a few things tt happen for the past 3 days...

1) one kid came up to mi and say... "teacher joyce, wad is tt dot on ur face??? "
i replied... "erm... a pimple??" hahhahahx!!

2)as i was walkin up the stairs... one kids behind mi called mi den say... "teacher joyce... u so pretty"... AWW rite??!! hehehehex...

kk.. one more thing... i tell u!! my dad like a small boy lahx!!! mummy not home yt... den my dad on aircon.. and guess wad.... he didnt close the door and windows... best is.. his tv is still on and the fan blowin at him!!! i had to close the door and window and switch off the tv for him... HAIX!!! SMALL BOY!! so old liao.. still dont know how to tc of himself... oh wells.. he's my dad... i suddenly realised i love doin such things for my parents... ;p i love them!! thank you Lord for them... i know ONE DAY, we will be worshippin u together in sprirt and in truth...

attachment

2009-06-07T22:44:00.002+08:00

tml is attachment liao..

haix i super scare... i know alot of ppl dont know... bt i do have a bad experience during my last sem attachment... coz i said something wrong, it affected my performance and a child.. this really hunt mi for very long liao... i'm scare... :( i cant teach well anymore... i gt no confidence... i dont know how to teach... i'm scare.. i dont know how to communicate wif a child... i dont know how to handle a child... Lord, i'm scare...

pls pray for mi if u are reading this... i do nd prayer... i nd God's confidence... i nd God's word... i nd you Lord... i wan to teach like how Jesus teaches... i wanna love the child like how Jesus loves them... i wan to touch them like how Jesus touches them... LORD!!! i nd u... i am nth... i am small.. i am weak... bt Lord, i thank u tt u are allmighty... all powerful and u reign.. Lord, take away all my fears and forgive mi of my sins... Lord, i wan to get good grades... i wan my mentor and children to see u thur mi... i wan my partner and parents to see u thur mi.. Lord, i pray and ask for a good mentor who will guide and teach mi how to teach like u teach... how to touch like u touch.. Lord, see mui thur my attachment time... see mi thur this period of time... Lord... i wil fight this battle like ur soldier!! i will fight this period of time in ur love and ur power... Lord!!! i will walk in faith... Lord, pls dont bring mi to a place where u know i cant go... give mi ur grace and mercy.. i love u Lord.. i do.. i really do... LORD!! i love u...

slp now

2009-06-06T21:00:00.000+08:00

joyce is goin to slp now!!! coz it's too boring.. nth to do now... look at the time!!
surprised lehx... hahax...

bye bye!! see ya in lalaland... nitex nitex!!!

bored

2009-06-05T22:28:00.003+08:00

i;m bored i'm bored i'm bored... i'm SOOOO bored!!! hahahx... oh wells.. is gt thing to do lahx.. bt i lazy... hahahx....

today spent the whole day wif kat, tian en and romei.. super shoick... weird combi.. bt nice fellowship... coz today luke go army le... :( *crys!!* so goin to miss him many many!! so kat and tian en sent him off and were at east area... so just meet us.. we totally nua at romei's palce..den go eat thai express!! YUM YUM!! my fave!!! hehehehx!! we toked alot... had fun.. laughed and toked serious stuff... haix... matters of the heart... Lord, pls show CF ur way, ur path and lead us to ur rightouness and glory... lalalax...

ohoh.. one joke of the day....
just now mummy and i went to pop expo... this is not aunty horx!! *stares at zach and brian...* it's call save $$$... hahx.. kk.. den we went to motherhood expo.. den gt this stall sellin cup cake... their cupcake really pretty de... so we went to get a borchure... and den!!!! my mum said really loudly... "NAH!! take one... nxt time ur baby man yue (baby's first mth in chi) can order.." den horx!! gt one uncle suddenly turned around and stare at mi... looked at my tummy denstare at mi again... SUPER PAI SEI LAHX!! den i keep laughing... super funny rite?? i think it's super funny!! hahahahahhax!!!

kk.. den.. mummy and i had a good tok over lunch just now too... nv regret ps-ing kat, romei and tian en for lunch.. mummy told mi abt her young time love life... WA!! she is happening de lorx!!! hahahahahx... yupx yupx...

my day!! now!! i'm bored!!! hahahaha...

prayers

2009-05-24T23:57:00.002+08:00

yawns... i'm tired liao.. hahax... bt before i go orh... i wanna say a prayer for all of u out there... i realised alot of ppl around are stress, having prob and are really busy will stuffs... this prayer is for anyone hu is readin and oso ppl whom i know..;p

Dear Lord Jesus,
i commit all my frens and those ppl whu are readin this post... Lord, i pray in ur name tt u will take away all that is bothering them... take away all those tt is bringing them away frm u... Lord, i pray in ur name that u will take away all stress, busyness, tired-ness and prob away Lord... Lord, i lay everything at ur feet... that no matter what they are feelin, they will seek u and to grow closer in love wif u... i pray that u will give them strenght as they work for u... Lord, ur word say... "i can do all things thur Christ who strenghtens mi"... Lord, i pray that they will find strenght in you... Lord, i pray and ask tt u will give them ur peace, ur love, ur strenght and ur joy to face each challenges that u have placed infront of them... help them hold on to ur will and help them to obey u Lord... Lord, be with them... guide them Lord.. help them know tt u are near Lord... Lord, it's in you where they can find rest.. in you, they are home... Lord, i thank you for ur love and "sayang-ing" hands tt is always wif them... Lord, may those around us feel ur love and presence thur them... may the Lord strenghtens u... i love u Lord... Lord i thank u and praise u... in Jesus name, i pray... amen"

emo??

2009-05-23T22:28:00.002+08:00

hahahhax... joyce is offically emo!!! lalalx... i oso dont know y.. blame it on the monthy thingy man!! hahax.. oh wells... just dont feel like doin anything... just feel like locking herself up in her room... or just go walk walk... lalalx... haix... borin!!! bt coz of this... joyce have been readin a booked called "what happens when women walks in faith... " not to step on a banana and slip!!! *stares at josh* hahahx... okies... bt i really learnt alot frm the book... 1st, leaving... it's abt leaving ur comfrort zone... leave a place where God wan u to be.. 2nd, famine.. it's abt leaving ur comfort zone to a place where it will be hard... a place where ur faith will be scretched... the place where u decided to hold on or give up... 3rd, believing... this part i havent read yt... i'm really learning alot... i pray that God will continue to speak thur mi as i read this book... i wanna be a woman after God's heart... a woman who walks in faith... not only in good times bt oso in bad times... Lord, i love u... i really do... help mi obey u.. help mi listen to u.. help mi do wad u wan mi to do.. Lord, i love u... and u know i do... *crys out to u, Lord*

Lord, i love u...

pain bt joyful

2009-05-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

lalalax... i guess more or less i can feel it le... i really thank God tt time after time He will let mi see things that is "hidden".. k i am not tokin abt ghost... bt ya... God always allows mi to see truth.. truth tt hurts.. truths tt i wished i nv knew bt is glad tt i knew... oh wells... i thank God i am sort of used to it liao.. 4th one liao... hahax... oh wells... bt time after time, i do thank God tt He have been always with mi to walk mi thur and to heal mi... at might take 4 yrs at times... bt i'm sure He was wif mi every sec for tt 4 yrs... now... even though i feel the pain... bt at the same time, i feel God's peace, His joy for mi... hopes tt i held on, makes mi feel uncomfortable... the devil is forever using these feelings to trick mi... bt this time round... k, it's painful... bt oh wells... i'm so goin to say this... this time round, i will not fall for only temption frm the devil bt hold onto God... hold onto His truth and plan for mi.. thank you Lord tt u are always wif mi.. and i know this will not be easy, bt as long as u are wif mi... it's more den enough.. i love u Lord... more den anything thing else... i'm glad tt i have u Lord.. love u!! HUGS and KISSES(kisses of love and not betrayal)!!

4th no

2009-05-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

oh wells... i guess this is the 4th no frm God liao... sorry Lord tt i have been pushin away ur no... and now i see the affect tt i have caused.. sorry:( Lord make it rite bk again k??? oh wells... i tot this is it... bt i guess no... i will be stronger and i'm sure of tt!! WOO HOO!! actually i;m quite excited to wad God has in store for mi... hehehhex... way to go God's plan for everyone!! hehehx.. no liao, i still can be happy... so i guess it's really wad God wans for mi... i;m serious.. no fake feelins in my blog!! hehex... LOVE U LORD!!! muackx!!

mmm

2009-05-04T21:06:00.002+08:00

joyce will one day be a woman after God's heart... joyce will one day be a girl who relies on God alone... joyce will one day glow God's glory frm within... tt one day will come coz joyce wan God sooo much... coz God is all tt joyce wan... coz God is joyce's only love... i love u Lord...

thinkin bk

2009-05-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

mmm.. was just thinking bk.. i realised tt since long time ago.. i hav always knew wad i wanna do and wad i will be... and i thank God for guidin mi and showin mi...

here are few incidents... not to hao lian... bt to say wad i feel..;p

1) since pri 5.. i knew i will be goin to east spring sec...
2) since sec 4 i knew i will be goin to early childhood...
3) when i first stepped into chi dance in sec sch, i knew i will be the president...
4) when i first stepped into my pri 5 class... i knew i will be first in class...

and all these... i know God is in control.. i can tell u... all these God has planted in my heart wad He wan mi to do... God has a plan for mi already... i have learnt in these places tt He has put mi in... and i really thank God for tt... bt now... i dont know wad i wan and where i will be... wad am i goin to do after i graduate... Lord, have u shown mi?? or am i just not sensitive to u??? Lord, show mi like u have shown mi... Lord, help mi to be as sensitive to u as i was... Lord... tell mi wad to do which is pleasin in ur sight.. thank you Lord for being there for mi always...

maybe i shdn't have started this cycle again... i shdn;t have made tt step out... now.. i have to go thru all these again.. is it too late to stop?? coz i wanna stop... Lord, give mi strenght and u to stop these... unless it's ur will Lord...

i love u Lord...;p

funny cousins

2009-04-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

hahahax... i tell u!!! my cousins super funny!! k... it's funny for mi... bt i dont know if u will understand...

funny 1..
my cousin, aaron, pri 2... he smsed mi this morning using his mother's hp to say good morning from aaron... i see liao i flip... hahahx...

funny 2...
my cousin, aaron, pri 2... coz now my sis sick den must stay at home... bt aaron refuse to call my sis coz he say later my sis will pass her germs to him thru the phone... ahahahahax!! bt my very sweet aaron boy gave my sis a gift tt he bought frm sch.. hhaxh...

funny 3...
k.. those hu watched tv... u know the harper's island tt advertisement??? they keep saying "one by one" in tt scary and eerie voice rite?? hahahx... den my another cousin rachel, k2... keep followin them say "one by one" in a very happy and cheerful voice. super funny!! den she will ask... y the girl say one by one??? hahahx

k.. end of my funny story... i think it's super funny tt i wanna say it backwards... story funny my of end... hahahahx..

at home

2009-04-27T12:54:00.002+08:00

hi ppl...
i'm at home now bloggin.. hahahx.. i gt 2 days mc.. i kanna cold sore... it's like a patch of blister on my lips... pain not ah?? abit lahx... i learnt tt cold sore is inside my body since young de... den they happy happy jiu come now... if not, den wnt comeout de... hhahx... doc told mi tt it will come out coz of stress and low immune system... den i checked the net tt it can come out coz exposed to too much sunlight.. i think tt's the reason bahx.. hahahx... oh wells...
bt i wanna thank God for giving mi this chance to really rest... havent been restin well enough since after camp... time to replesise my slp man... thank you Lord...
bt i realised my body like become very weak lehx... since i dont know when, my appitetie become very bad... i just cannot eat alot... den alot ppl come tell mi i slim down alot... which is not very good coz i very skinny liao... and i am now underweight... bt i oso thank God tt i am not over weight lahx... den u very easy tired... for the past 1 wk in class, i just couldn't not listen to cher.. just very tired... well.. Lord, heal mi Lord.. give mi strenght and ur peace once again Lord...

i really think GOd very good... i dont know y... bt i love Him alot man!! woo hoo!! HE rock.. hahax.. k,random...

cycling trip

2009-04-25T00:00:00.002+08:00

i tell u!! my butt hurts like no one's business... really wanna call pigu and ask him how is he man!! hahax.. those hu didnt catch my joke on msn.. pigu is peck ann.. the good butt of romei, shu and i... hahax.. bt i lazy to explain on msn.. oh wells.. i miss pigu many many!! sorry tt u are hurting.. hahax..

hahax... u must be thinknin how come my butt will pain.. the story is... i went cycling wif shu, xinying, alina and ah yoke... we cycled frm east coast park to changi village for lunch den cycled bk again.. all in all.. tt was 4 hrs worth of cycling.. can die ah!!! hahax.. butt hurts ah!! my darling all oso hurting.. and alina cant stop complaining how painful her sunburt is wif her watch and slipper tan line... hahahx.. and my poor shu fell down and had abrasion on her knee.. poor girl... lucky the strong wind didnt blow her away or something...

this cycling trip was once in a life time experience.. it's oso sort of the very first trip to chill out wif the 4 lovely ppl... mm.. i realised tt i havent been spendin enough time wif them... hv been so caught up wif cf stuff tt i neglate them time after time.. sorry my dears... i stil love u the same... hope tt there will be more chill out sessions.. bt pls... enough cycling k?? hahahx...

oh.. was oso thinking tt nxt time cf can cycle together... can use the double seat kind to have a better bonding... den cycle the same distance... BUT... i think cf the grp will be too big liao... hahahahx... oh wells... too bad... Lord, show mi wad event i can come out wif to bond the cf-ers together and at the same time, know and learn more abt u Lord...

well... during this cycling trip... i do hv my fair share of tots... on the way bk, we were cycling against the wind so we needed more strenght to cycle and by tt time we all super tired le... i wanted to give up de... bt really thank xy and alina who spur mi on..
and oso.. it reminded mi of our walk wif God... time and be hard... we can be struggling to cycle... bt we have the ultimate goal which is for God (to return the bike)... God will put more diff prob... on top of those tiredness, God might add in some wind... bt one thing for sure... we know God will always wif us... God gives us the finishing line...
at the same time... i am oso reminded of God's love... when He died on the cross... He wanted to give up.. it was hard.. like how i wanted to give up... God had it worst when God left Jesus and wif the diff ordeal tt Jesus went thru.. yt He nv give up... He still chose to die the way tt He have to so tt we can be saved (which is His ultimate goal)...

sch reopen

2009-04-19T20:50:00.003+08:00

woo hoo!! tml startin of yr 3 liao... i very scare and oso excited... i wonder wad God has instored for mi this yr... i will learn to trust and seek God first in wadever i do.. coz wadever i do, i wan it to be pleasin in God's sight... Lord, i commmit everything into ur hands... my proj, my results, my frenships, my lec, my teachers... and most importantly, my attachment.. Lord, be wif mi and i will hold onto u coz u are all tt i wan... Lord, i love u... and i will first week ur kingdom.. give mi strenght to do it.. and i know perfect love drives out all fears... amen!!! love u Lord!!1

how??

2009-04-19T01:04:00.002+08:00

woo hoo!! now i dont know wad to do... i'm the only one hu knows both side the story.. no no.. God knows more den mi... oh wells.. i really dont know wad to do... everything seems wrong and rite... seriously man.. everything seems wrong expect one move... bt, me being a selfish person, i'm still holdin bk... bt oso, not fair... haix... dont know lahx... Lord, show mi ur way..

*deep breathes*
Dear Lord JEsus, show mi ur way and i will obey... i thank u tt i am able to know the truth.. Lord, pls let mi know wad u wan mi to do to these things tt i know... Lord, i really really thank u tt u nv hind frm mi... thank u Lord tt u know and feel my pain... but Lord, i dont know wad i can do to make u please wif mi.. i really wanna do things tt u wan mi to do... Lord, i help mi seek first ur kingdom... all i wan is to please u... i dont care wad things tt is good tt is in stored for mi... all i wan is u to be happy wif mi... i wan u to look at mi and say,"u did good my DAUGHTER, my PRINCESS... and i am proud of u"... Lord, change our hearts according to ur will... change our hearts to be for u... Lord, take control of everything ans show mi wad u have for mi... Lord, i am urs Lord.. also Lord, protect us frm all hurts and harms... Lord, keep the devil away frm us... give us ur wisdom to show us wad is frm u and wad is frm the evil one, Lord... Lord, be wif us and i know the evil one will not touch us... i love u Lord..."

how weird

2009-04-12T23:20:00.002+08:00

mmm... how weird when there are so many ppl feelin the same way as mi in such a community... in a community where love shd be displayed... oh wells... this shows tt it's really God and His love which keep us goin... His love is greater den any other things.. hehehx... thanx van, ziteng and leon for sayin how u felt... and oso abel and sherman, i know wad u two are driving at... hahahx... CF ROCKZ!! oops... bt God is the rock!!! hehehex..

church community

2009-04-10T21:58:00.002+08:00

sometime i really wonder... i really envy u ppl... how come u all can be so close... can just randomly go to each other's place... to just chill out... to just randomly go out anytime... for mi, there must be a reason den i will be found wif u ppl...
even though i say i rather be alone in a place like tt... bt i do yearn and hope tt i can find such a family in this community... it's so hi and bye... bt i dont think tt's possible... sometimes i really dont know y i'm still here... i dont really grow here, i am frenless here... all i have is dance and children... i only see u ppl or hear frm u ppl once a wk... at most twice a wk... is this call a community?? i bet the head of this whole community dont even know my name... i'm glad tt i always have God's love wif mi.. or else, i dont think i can continue in this place.. the place where i first felt God's love... Lord, give mi strenght and love to continue to serve u in this place... coz Lord, i love wad i'm doin now, children and dance.. most importantly, i love u more den anything else...

a walk

2009-04-08T22:55:00.002+08:00

i didnt know just a walk can make someone think alot... in the nature, walkin in the creation of God... how which creatures and plants supports each other...God made it tt way... GOd made mountains not to WOW us... bt to provide water to His creation... trees is not there just to provide oxygen for us... it provides food and housing to HIs creations... these are things tt we learn in pri sci.. bt have u ever tot... who made all these happen?? who so smart will think soooo much and put things so in place... tt there comfrim to be a food chain, a house chain.. and living chain.. eveything in this world is linked... just think lahx... even if ONE SMALL creature is missing... for example the ant... even though they are "irritating".. bt w/o them, where can we learn lessons like "being hardworking and in a colony" come abt??? w/o them, our leftovers will be wasted... small animal like an ant can teach precious lesson... and God uses it... God uses small things to make an impact.. so no matter how small are u.. God will still use u, depends if u are open to Him to be used...

fishes, i hate them, i'm afriad of them... wad abt u?? i bet alot of u love them... how beautiful they are...(goosebumps)... i hate them, i scare of them... bt are they affected?? do they even know??? all they know is how MANY ppl yearn to look at them, feed them... God spoke to mi... i love u for hu u are...i love my creation,even the fishes,the one u hate... i dont care how many ppl dont like u... dont concentrate on the negative.... look around u, so many ppl love u so much... including mi, your king.. so, y are u still not swimmin freely like a fish??? joyce, let urself free... concentrate on God...
when u were fearin... when u were alone... how do u know it's safe to go?? y do u walk in even thouhg u are scare??? i oso dont know, i know u are there i guess... when u walked... did i give u dead ends?? no, u gave mi more...

Lord, take my heart.. take whoever i am... Lord, heal my heart once more... Lord, i trust and believe u more den anything else... Lord, i love u more den anything else... Lord, LORD!!! i'm broken before u. so broken... Lord, i am nth as compared to u... yt u died for mi... i deserve nth Lord... Lord, thank u for loving mi so much.. Lord, give mi the desires for ur ppl... give mi the desires to love ur ppl... give mi strenght to be there for those unloved ones... Lord, i wan to serve u... coz, u have been soo good to mi... i wanna do things for u Lord... show mi wad i can do for u Lord... Lord... i am urs... i love u Lord..
amen

lost camp

2009-04-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

lost camp... was great... God really spoke to mi... the things tt i have struggling... God was there... God planned it... GOd, change mi...

the worship... with all i am...i commit to u Lord...

the ppl... Lord, i thank you for giving mi such wonderful frens and grp ppl... even had fun wif ppl not my grp... Lord, bless all these frenship.. tt we will help each other in our walk wif you..

the games... Lord, u held bk the rain... Lord, u blessed us wif safety... Lord, u gave us fun in ur presense... thank you Lord..

Lord, smile upon us... enlarge us... Lord, change us... Lord... thank you for everything... amen Lord... i love u

God's love

2009-03-25T00:45:00.002+08:00

hi there...

i'm here to blog... coz i was very surprised by myself... i has to do this video for my church kids... i had to a video doin on moses... so i watched Prince of Egypt again... i know many of u... watched it before... bt this time round, this part reallt stuck mi... i watched and i cried... i really felt God's love after watching this part...

pls watch again...

moses... a man whom God has chosen.. God have been protecting him since he was born.. he lived whem he is suppose to die...

bt the part which really touched mi wif God's love is the words tt God said to moses... God cared for His ppl so much... tt He sent moses to save them.. the best thing is.. God knew this ppl are goin on their bk wif Him.. God knew this ppl will blame Him when time to come... bt He didnt care.. He heard His's ppl's crys and oppression... all He care is wad they are goin thru...

before tt, moses chose to find out abt the burning bush rather den lookin for the sheep... gOd knew, moses will come...

God knew moses' name, GOd knew wad moses has done... God knew moses' life before he was born...

all these... u can chose to believe or not... i am goin to believe it.. coz God is love... God is care.. He cares for u...

justin, brian and hutch... God cares for u... pls dont give up hope on Him ok??

shd i?

2009-03-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

my reults are bk.. 2.7.. shd i go review?? Lord shd i??

my reasons:
shu gt 3.1..
i gt a few A for assignments, shu dont have.. plus alot of project id grp work.. unless my grp ppl backstab mi, which i doubt so...
unless my paper really do very badly,which i dont think will be TT bad...
so ya... Lord, she i review??? if yes.. which module?

Lord, i do pray for a change of result.. be it possible or not.. Lord, i ask tt u will help mi and give mi good and better results.. Lord, i still thank you for giving mi ur grace and mecry for giving mi good grades for my assignements... Lord, pls do the same for my overall results... coz i have a feelin tt my 2.7 is bu ke neng... Lord, i pray tt this feelin comes frm u... Lord, pls tell mi wad to do... and let ur will be Lord.
amen...

forgt it

2009-03-20T21:06:00.002+08:00

well.. i guess.. i have been selfish... all i think is abt things tt i like.. things tt go my way... as long as things doesn't go my way... to mi, it's not my fault... well... i guess, it;s time for mi to stop self pity-ing myself... i have to step out frm hu i am, be changed by God... and live a life which is abt others, abt God... i shd really stop thinkin only for myself... well... Jesus suffered and did so much for mi becoz He loves mi... i shd love myself and all thos around mi.. be it good or bad... i shd and i will love them... no one is perfect... so y must i judge, and hu am i to judge???

let go of those which hurts mi.. let go of things tt i cant let go... let go of hu i am and submit to my God... let go of things tt is not frm... and hold onto God coz i know He will never let mi go... amen Lord...;p i love u...

and stupid devil.. stop temtmping mi.. stop disturbing my toughts... I AM GOD's PRINCESS... i am GOD'S... NOONE, not even YOU can stop mi frm loving the God hu is sooo good to mi, who love mi so much... so... GO AWAY!!! I LOVE JESUS... hump!! hahahahx...

i wan

2009-03-20T00:44:00.002+08:00

mmm...

sudden wantings...

joyce lim jiao ling wants to:-
1) have a ride on a motorcycle
2) walk... just walk at places tt i have nv been before... places tt will amaze mi wif God's creation and love..
3) learn how to take pic... take very nice pic tt is of prove of God's love and power...
4) learn shooting...
5) learn driving... i wanna bless ppl around mi wif my driving...

changes

2009-03-19T01:27:00.002+08:00

alot of things are changing around mi... things, ppl...
is it mi?? or i just have to learn to acpect these changes.. if not.. Lord, change mi...

not for u Lord

2009-03-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

LOrd, if it is not for u... i would have given up long time ago... i will not be able to carry not doing this... Lord, not for ur love... i cant do this... Lord, it is for u, tt i'm doin this... pls give mi strenght and more of ur love... Lord, guide mi, show mi, bring mi close to u... Lord, i wan u... Lord, i really really wan u... Lord.. PLEASE...

ppl around mi

2009-03-11T00:26:00.002+08:00

God really send ppl whom i nv expect to touch and tok and encourage mi... i guess i really have to put my hope on God and not on ppl.. coz ppl will make mi disapppointed...

i really thanx this 2 ppl ho have been there to encourage and hear mi whine during this period... i shd not say hu... to mi,this a form of joy in my heart... tt only God and i will know... thanx God for u two... thanx for not giving up... thanx for knowin wad i need... u two are really blessing to know... praise God for tt..

God may give us difficulties... and we know these difficulties comes frm God... at the same time.. God will oso send ppl to us to strenghten us... they might bt ppl whom u nv expected... bt will.. God sent them...

*i encourage you dont need to compare
*U are precious in His eyes already
*I'M GOD PRINCESS... AND TT'S MORE THEN ENOUGH...

who i am

2009-03-08T22:47:00.002+08:00

Lord, pls let who i am be relied on you alone... let mi know tt i am ur princess.. and i need not comfrimation or love or response but i will know i am important and tt i am loved by you.. and tt's more den enough... let ur love fill mi so much so tt i will love myself.. Lord, pls help mi to stop being so sensitive.. Lord, help mi thru this period of time again... coz i wan to love u soo much tt i love myself too... Lord, u are more den enough for mi... i wan to let other ppl see tt i am ur princess tt u died for mi... tt was how great ur love is... i love u Lord... amen...

???

2009-03-07T22:51:00.001+08:00

i do nd comfirmation and support frm u too.... bt just where are u when i nd u?? i'm tired le...

heart heelin

2009-03-06T23:12:00.001+08:00

my heart needs healin... healin tt comes not frm ppl bt frm God...

bored

2009-03-04T20:41:00.001+08:00

i;m bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored... SOMEONE!! i'm bored!!!

to you

2009-02-26T15:53:00.002+08:00

hihi...

here to post a song... super love this song... dont know y... it just keep ringing in my head...

here are the lyrics..

TO YOU by hillsong..

Here I stand
forever inYour mighty hand
Living with Your promise
Written on my heart

I am Yours
Surrendered wholly to You
You set me in Your family
Calling me Your own

Now I
I belong to You
Lord I need
Your Spirit Your word Your truth
Hear my cry my deep desire
To Know You more

In Your name
I will lift my hands
To the King
This anthem of praise I bring

Heaven knows
I long to love You
With all I am
I belong to You

i guess... this is oso my cry to Lord to love Him with all i am... tt i will bring His praises to ppl...

tribute to grandaunty

2009-02-23T22:10:00.002+08:00

hi ppl..

my bad... very long bo blog liao.. life is the same... well, thanx God for everything... good or bad... i still praised Him...

i'm here to blog a tribute to grandaunty...

to grandaunty:
Grandaunty is my godpa's (my mum's sister's husband) mother... she passed away on the 20th feb 2009... died of cancer...

she is one firece lady... but soft at heart... she used to be a princple and is one of the person hu published our pri sch textbk, the PETS textbook... she is a half parankan i think...

i rem last time she used to give mi eng tuition... and she was the first person to help mi realised tt i gt a long tongue tt can touch my nose and cheek.. we had to do tongue excercise for every eng lesson coz tongue helps us to speak clearly...

when i was young, my godma always bring mi over to her place before at tt tme she did not have grandchildren... so my sis and i will just go to her place and play...

everytime we are there, be it to play for have tuition... my sis and i will be very scare of her bt she will take good care of us... like to lock the dog when we were there, bring food and drinks for us... and if we have any ques, we can just ask her...

and u know my pri sch?? both northland and changkat?? is she help us get in de... coz she knows the princple... so she write in to appeal for us... and... yupx.. we got in!!

but when she got more grandchildren, we stopped goin to her place le... misses her place... and ya...

grandaunty... i will rem u and i'm glad u have met our maker, God Himself... thank yu for everything...

like nv before

2008-12-20T23:55:00.003+08:00

seriously... i think God really work in ways we cannot see.. and it's not where u are bt who u are...

ytd my cell came to my place for a christmas party cum dom's farewell..

well.. can see from of their hearts were touched during tt short period of worshipping... cool rite??! at my place lehx!! den we had an unexpected sharing in MY ROOM!! cool rite??? all of us in the dark, some sittin on bed, some sitting on floor.. and just hear ppl sharing...really could feel God's presense.. seriously, GOd is much much more powerful den anything else... amen??!! hehex..

den chris and sis eeleeon slept over tt night... sis eeleen fall aslp super early... den chris and i tok till 4!! hahahx. super nice.. super long bo tok to her le... miss her lotx man...

nah.. show u how much we have grown.. hahax...

weighted down

2008-12-06T21:36:00.003+08:00

something is weighting mi down... i reall dont know wad... just really really sian.... like don feel like doin anything... and just wanna slp it off... and dont feel like waking up... i tot it was tt prob AGAIN... bt i'm over it le... bt i still dont feel good... just really really sian... i've prayed... i've toked it out... and now i'm bloggin... i've slept and woke up... i've danced... i need love... i need you Lord...

Lord, pls fill mi wif ur love... pls set mi free frm all these pain... Lord, i really very very xin ku... very tired...

did i go wif the correct heart... was i at the wrong place at the wrong time?? i really dont know... bt it's seems like it's all wrong... coz of that, ppl not happy wif mi... work not done nicely... and realised truth tt hurts... Lord, just wad u wan mi to learn??? Lord.. pain... Lord pls forgive for all my sins... Lord, wadever tt is not pleasing in ur sight... Lord, pls take them away.. Lord, i wan u.. i wan u to be wif mi.. i wan u to sayng... i wan u close to mi, inside my heart... Lord, tkae mi as i am... Lord, pls take wad is not of u away... Lord, cover mi wif ur blood that the devil wif stay away frm mi... Lord.. Lord.... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord.... Lord.... Lord... Lord.... Lord... Lord.... Jesus... Jesus... Jesus.. Jesus... Jesus... Jesus... Jesus... Jesus.... Jesus... Jesus.... Jesus... Jesus... Jesus... Jesus... Jesus... JEsus.. Jesus... Jesus... Jesus.... JEsus... Jesus... Jesus... Jesus... Jesus... JEsus..

i know u love u.... i know u love mi....
at the cross i dow my knee.. where u blood was shed for mi... there's no greater love den this...

pigu

2008-11-27T13:03:00.002+08:00

PEOPLE!!! listen up!!! PIGU lim peck ann is beside mi now!!! hahax.. nan de lehx!! super happy!!! and and he gt the same hp pouch as mi!! muahahahx... HAPPY HAPPY!! romei dont jelous!!! hahax..

in tough times

2008-11-25T23:33:00.003+08:00

hihi..

okies.. i'm super stressd up abt my project. smelly teacher bo give instructions carefully... finished doin le but now gt to redo... was super pissed off.. sorry to those tt i whined, complaint and face black to just now... thank you for baring with mi... thank you shu(for encouraging and tt hug), xy(being so patience to explain abt the assi), romei(for hearing mi whine), alicia(for tt hug and being there), azizah(for worrying together), pam(for tt jia you), wani(for tt good luck), kenneth(for tt phone call and smses), kenny(for tt phone call to tell mi tt ur assi finish liao... hahax...) and of course mummy and godma(for the help and reasearch)... thank you Lord for u all..

bt now... i feel peceful and light.. even though the job is not done yt... prayed while bathing just now... and must say... sorry Lord for being so angry wif cher... and i know how great my God is.. i really dont know y, i feel so peaceful and i feel joy... tml my assessment and this big project soo no done... bt i'm sure God will see mi through.. thank you Lord for godma and mummy for helping mi.. and when i needed research, Lord, u opened my eyes and let mi see... Lord, u are soo great....

tml assessment.. suddenly have a desire and a vision to teach like you... i wan the child to just look at mi and hear mi teach just like i would... to sit at ur feet and listen to u... to just look at u with such eyes and hearts tt desire for u... Lord, let my field supervisor see u in mi... Lord, let mi teach like how u will teach.. just like this pic..

Lord.. i just commit EVERYTHING in ur hand and i will no worry.. for i am your daughter.. if u will provide the bird in the air with food... y will u not provide mi with wad i need...

Lord, in ur name, i pray for satan to stay far away from mi... Lord, be wif mi, cover mi, tt the satan wif fear... amen Lord...

romei send mi this song...

romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
thank u jesus
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
how u gave ur life
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
for my salvation
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
gaze at the rainbow
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
i see ur love..
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
i will look to you
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
night and day
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
sing of ur great name
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
how i lived again
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
by ur grace
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
i see you face to face
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
you are the love of my life
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
my refuge
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
always by my side
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
forever i will sing of ur great smth smth
romei is so tired she forgot how to sleep says:
i for got le

hehx... love u Lord... i'm bk to continue my assi... praying hard tt i am at the rigth track... hehex.. AMEN!!

my cry

2008-11-22T21:31:00.002+08:00

hi.. so sorry.. i very long bo update le... alot of things happen for these days tt i nv update...bt all is really fun stuff... bt i lazy or rather say no time to update... bt for now... i nd a place to type out my cry...

now is the porject period... real busy.. i really feel like resting.. bt all my free time is at time doin work... really tired and i nd a break...

today went for dance... den aunty lena toked abt the gifts of tongues.. i realised how far have i drifted frm God... so wad if i am living everything praising God, seeking God and askin God for help when i am not taking in... i dont know how long i nv do my QT le.. i dont know how long i havent been reading my bible le.. so wad i 'm teaching in PK?? so wad if i'm goin to for cf?? so wad if i;m only feeding myself on weds and sun and maybe at times, sat?? Lord, i really wan to seek u... i wan to read ur word and hunger for u.. i wanna build up my inner man... i wan to be sensitive to u.. i wan so many things abt u.. bt i'm not doin anything... Lord, help mi Lord... please give mi self-control and the obedience to do those things... Lord... i oso wan my rest.. i wanna slp early... bt i always failed to do so... Lord, pls, help mi... i really wan u.. i wanna hv a persoanl encounter wif u... Lord, hear my cry.... i love u Lord...

my cross to carry

2008-10-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

my cross to carry... wad i learnt during complete camp... didn;t quite understand it... bt now i know...

my cross... this is so hard to admit... bt i think i will just say it... jealousy and sentitivity... i hate myself for being this way... it hurts mi and those hu love mi... i hate this feeling... terrible...

my darlings.. it's not u... it;s mi... i;m sorry tt i gave u all such a tough time... bring angry with 2 diff ppl in less den 2 mths... shows tt it's mi...

can i stop being so senitive and jealous easily?? ni admit it's hard... bt pls give my time... i am trying...

my cross, my burden... Lord, i give them all to u... u made mi this way.. and i'm sure u hv a reason for this.. may this cross tt i'm carrying make mi more and more like u... at the same time, not hurt those around mi...

fun day

2008-10-27T00:14:00.005+08:00

hihi...

today is sun... gt many things to blog abt for the past 3 days... have been waitin for the date 25, 26 and 27...

25/10 - k.. class as usual.. lunch wif van too... den wen to meet ben at cf room wif romei to prac the action for sun... hehex... was like tt lorx... ahhax.. had a hard time thinkin of wad song to sing... finally decided... hehex..

den we traveled to tam to et dinner... had fish and co.. den go walk walk.. hahx... quite fun walking around wif ben.. hahax...

26/10- meet brian to pei him buy his 1mth anni present... hahahx... he bought a $99 nacklace for her... ahahx... bt he treat mi eat thai express!! ahahx...

den went to meet romei, van, bren, josh, leon and the other brian to go for the make a wish volunteer... den dawn joined us after tt...

we were suppose to run a booth.. bt van wasn't wif us... :( was super hot and sunny.. thank God the sun went dwon soon...

den i saw my whole grp of junior.. they were there to perform the cirus stuff... den gt this guy whom i was quite attracted to was there too!! super happy... i learnt how to play the dudol?? frm them.. hahahax... quite fun.. hehex...i can throw and catch sia.. hahax...

den they performed their fire show... super proud of east spring sec man.. hahax... even though they didn;t go in the name of east spring.. still.. i'm proud of them... hehex...

den my lovely juniors have 5 free tickets to the s'pore flyer... bt they didnt want so give us.... good rite??!! hehehex...

sooooo.. romei, bren, dawn, leon and mi went to sit the flyer.. heehs... super pretty... s'pore is sooo... or rather say.. God is so good... s'pore is God make de... frm a fishing village.. frm how it was discovered... is definetly God... in God's hand i commit s'pore... this place tt God created..

den went home after tt... romei over nigth at my place.. hehex..

26/10 - today is the best day... today went to ben's church... saw quite a few familar faces... like lydia chan, daryl, darren and esss ex vice-princple... hehex... quite alot frm cf went... k got... bren, lydia chua, lee lee, hilda, kenny and josh i think.. hehex...

den finally.. the time which romei and i were afraid abt... leadin in thr children's worship... ok.. wasx not bad.. according to ben and leon, the response to good... say they very long nv see the children response... we did songs like... "adsoulty nothing" (finally!!), "can't take my Jesus away", "whether it rains" and " i could sing of ur love forever"... hehex.. was super scare lahx.. bt the familiar faces of those ho came to support really gave mi the confidence.. thanx u ppl, hu are God blessed to mi..

hahax

2008-10-24T00:44:00.002+08:00

hihi..

can;t help but to blog this convo.. hahax..

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ShiNe it takes alot of will-power and self control... thank you Lord for ur strength.. says:
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1st wk of sch

2008-10-20T23:21:00.002+08:00

hihi..

super long bo update again.. ahhax. lazy lah... dont wan to update de.. bt my darling romei and van tell mi update.. so i will.. hehex..

MON- first day of sch.. super happy to see xy and alina!!! hahax. super long bo see them liao... hahax... lessons as like tt lorx.. no complains or anything... i can still work wif my loves i happy liao... hehex...

and daddy fetch mi and mei frm sch lehx!! heehehx..

TUES- classes again...

den met lydia, kat, peggy anf hilda for lunch... shu shu joined us too.. hehex..

den went for class... after sch.. went to find dan ho coz he was in sch... shu went wif mi too... den the moment i reached where he is... he say he wanna mi find him coz he needed to pee den wan mi to look after his stuff... hahax... den he showed us his pic in his com... super nice ah!!! he's really a good photographer... how i hope i hv half his genes... hehex..

den went to sp to find mei.. met up wif kenny too.. we went for spcf.. hehex.. first time sia... was not bad... bt was really tired... hehex...

den took a train wif sherry.. super fun.. had agood tok wif her... and she is my senior!! coz is is changkat pri de!! heheex...

WED - hahax... met shu shu at 2 coz she need to do her lappy... den van van came to find us.. tok tok den eat eat.. hehex... had a short den great time together... hehex...

den rushed down for cf... had to be late cox class end at 6... as usual!! romei and i did the action song... had fun... hehex... really happy to see yee suan, kenneth and kenny coming fro cf.. they really encourages mi... ;p hehex..

THUR- oh classes.. den went to meet sis eeleen for dinner.. had a good tok.. heex.. was a good and long one.. really love toking to sis eeleen...

FRI-K I LAZY TO UPDATE LE!! i oso forgt le!! hahahx..

oh... my suddenlt few wishes...
1) to ride in a motorbike
2) -i fort liao-
3) -i forgt liao-

ahax.. nitex ntiex..

holiday end

2008-10-13T22:09:00.006+08:00

hihi...

my bad... haven't been updating... ahhax...

k let's see..

start frm... LAST...

TUES- stayed at home to pack the cupborad tt mummy wanted mi to pack... den looked thru my old pics... hahax.. super cute lahx!! show u! hahax..

chi new yr...

i was shitting!! haahx...

dont i look pretty here??? i oso dont know wad happen now... ahahx...

mi and popo... check out my hair...

firece bahx...

hahx. i look weird smiling wif my mouth open...

den romei came over to my place to zzz.... did nth much though.. :(

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WED - went to sentosa wif cf ppl!!! hehehex.. super fun..

romei and i happen to bump onto sherwyn on the way there... super qiao rite?? hahax..

when we reached... most of the cf-ers were there le... hahax...

we had our luch at kou fu... shared wif romei and van... den wen to play... super fun!!

played monkey in the water... kanna sabo by bren den all wet... after tt... we played frisbee.. some of the guys totally WOW mi man... didn't know they could play the frisbee so well... the guys were sherwyn, darly and kenneth... i think everyone agrees wif mi... ahahx...

photos not uploaded yt.. :( ben and leon ah!! faster!! hahax...

in the end... all of us all burnt... hahax...

den wen to vivo walk walk... den jie jie serene and kor kor darius came to find us... super happy to see them!! and the usual kor kor darius WOW us wif his magic skills... zai can??!! the cf ppl oso *jaw drop* hahax... super miss jie jie serene and kor kor darius man!!

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THUR - when bk to mummy's sch to help out coz they had their activity day... hahax.. miss goin bk to help out in mummy's sch... the students seriously cute... some naughty bt is those funny naughty.. hehex...

den went to kovan to meet the cf ppl to hv the camp debreifing... haahx.. wen to ben'splace to hv our meeting... thanx ben for loaning ur place... hehe.x..

haix.. i'm so goin to miss the fun during the camp meetings man... anyway.. wanna thank God for giving mi this chance to be in the comm... this might be the first and the last... bt i'm glad to hv this one chance... camp comm.. u rock!! ;p

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FRI-went to mummy's sch to help out again... bt horx... i feel super bad ps-ing kl... was suppose to go for a race help out.. bt ended meetin too late and must reach ecp by 5.30... so decided to give it a miss... SORRY KL...:(

after tt went to meet derek for a short dinner at mos... had quite a good chat.. den went home.. hehex...

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SAT- went to help out in a great eastern woman race 10 km expo day... hahx.. we had... mi, romei, shu, van, xue zhi, mao mao, joce and many many... hahx... ohoh.. yin ling was there too!! hehex...

bt horx... i think nike race one more fun... hahax... anyway... ya took a few nice pics... hehex...

vanvan!! heehx...

nice rite??? it's not at the ground de lehx...

my dear shu shu and romei...

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SUN - went church early today... coz the toddler dance class goin to perform today.. they super cute lahx!! especially my dear issac Goh!! super cute!! haahx..

den went for a tok on beauty... ahahx.. out of 5 speakers... i slept through out like 2 1/2 speakers... hahax..

den went to the s'pore flyer there to eat dinner wif ah ma... ohoh... den daddy and i saw this shop tt u can like fly a plane!! super cool lahx!! like u are the pilot of the plane.. cool man!! bt very ex...

sentosa

2008-10-07T17:34:00.002+08:00

hihi...

photos of sentosa wif romei and shu shu on multiply!! hahx.. too many nice pics le...

www.rejoyce90.multiply.com... if u wan unglam pics of my darlings.. go see!! muahahahx...

awesome day...

2008-10-07T00:59:00.002+08:00

hihi...

today had an awesome day...

today went out wif romei and shu to sentosa to sun tan... super long nv see shu le lahx!! hehehex...

went sushi tei to eat lunch den head donw to sentosa to sun tan.. and i tell u!! God is good all the time!!! it rained and it stopped!! heheehx...

den i saw elizabeth and angeline... so happy to see them man.. so long nv see them le.. hehex...

photos taken wif shu anf romei wif upload some other day... hehex...

den after tt... wen tot meet sis eeleen, mei and chris... we went for campus crusade's camp which is at changi aloha... saw quite a few ppl... hui qi ws there!! super happy to see her... tabita, keann and seth was there too... hahahax...

was a good experienced one... experienced things tt i nv experienced before.. and God really touch my heart...

sis eeleen's msg was good... thank God for tt... she talked abt trust..

den she had altar call... and i prayer for someone lehx... oh my tian!! first time pray for someone hu i dont know... bt really thank God for being there...

tabita prayed for mi... thanx... and keann and i had a really good tok... and we prayed for SU... prayin tt God will bless this club... God really creates and uses ppl whom u will nv exept to touch and change u...

and oso...i'm really glad to see romei and chris knowing each other... they are 2 important ppl in my life who hv helped mi in my walk wif God and have been there for mi... it really warms my heart to see them toking... it's a joy tt it's hard to gt... and oso mei mei who mixes well wif ppl hu she's not close to... it's really a joy to see mei, romei and chris serving and interacting and even praying for each other... thank u Lord.. coz, it's u tt we are all linked....

and oso.. during cf camp... i'm really really happy to see sis eeleen and uncle fuji workng together... in God's kingdom, we are all sis and bro.. both sis eeleen and uncle fuji hv been a dear "mentor" to mi... they hv guided mi and walked wif mi in my walk wif God at a higher level...

and i pray tt my dear shu and oso walk wif mi and journey wif mi on this nice trip whereby i can care for her at a higher level.. whereby she can oso feel the wramth of being in God's family... and she will know it will be diff... coz it's u tt she is serving...

GOd u are just so awesome.. and Lord, thank u for brining mi to a higher level.. it's u, Lord!!!

children's day...

2008-10-06T00:53:00.002+08:00

hihi...

today was an awesome day!!!

today my church praise kids celebrated children's day... we had a jellybean hunt... andi tell u!! God seriously provided... there were like 15 new kids!! WOAH!!! PRAISE GOD FOR TT!! hehex... the kids of praise kids brought there frens over to play... thank you Lord to touching their heart...

and and... i'm prayin tt those new comers had fun and tt their hearts are touched...

God you are amazing...

van, xz, ky and kl

2008-10-05T23:50:00.005+08:00

hihi... here to blog again!! hehex...

FRI - met xue zhi and kai yuan to buy kl's present... mi kanna ps-ed by van... :( was quite crap lahx... xz and ky very funny...

we were like.... coz there's the brand "bread and butter" which sells jeans... den we say... we come out wif one more brand for t-shirt called "kaya and toast"... den for shoes is called "coffee and tea"... den den, fro belt is called "or ah mee sua (oyster mee sua)".. den the belt will be the mee sua den the backlet is the oyster... super funny... den den den...the sunglass is called "hard-bolied eggs" coz the egg will be the frame den the side is the egg yoke... hahahax... laugh till fall on floor ah!! hahax...

still got lots of crap lahx... bt forgt le.. hehex...

sat-

went to ah ma's place coz is ah gong's 1st yr death anni...

went there den my cousin, jin heng and jun wei were there le... they are 2 super quiet boy de... really dont tok de.... hahax... den their dad bluff them and got mi and mei mei to bring them go playground...

and i tell u!! the moment they reach the playground... they changed lehx!! frm super super quiet to like super noisy!! hahax... bt was fun lahx.. the ice FINALLY broke!! hehex...

mei and the 2 darlings...

SAVE MI!!! hahahax...

at the floor...

me and the 2 darlings...

den after tt went to meet romei at far east to shop...

den went to meet xz coz it's kl's birthday party.... van ps mi again.. :( den to waste time... we walked round ps and waited for ky for like 30 mins... den best thing is!!! they make mi walk frm boon keng to kl's place lahx!! hahaax... we managed to meet van before goin up...

the party was erm.. like tt lorx... thanx to van, xz, and ky hu were super funny and made mi laugh non-stop... laugh till knee on floor lahx!! hahax..

and and... i wanna complain!!! i kanna wack my ky for no reason!!! there is the evidence!! is pain de lorx!!!

den after cut cake.. we went home le...

thanx kl for the invite... hehex...;p this is my first time goin for a 21 yr old birthday celebration... hehex...

this whole wk...

2008-10-02T23:41:00.010+08:00

hihi...

kk.. i know i know... i very long nv update.. too many to update le.. plus... most photos on my multiply.... http://www.rejoyce90.multiply.com/....

let mi see...

mon-camp reunion!! hehehx.. fun manx!!

bt bt before tt... i went out wif romei, brenda and lydia... super fun!! the two nonsence ppl... can laugh till can roll on floor... den watched "my best fren's girl"... the show is like... "toot" "toot" and "toot"... ahhahax... bt not bad a story line though...

our friendship band...;p

den after movie.. we went to bugis.. met van den shared 2 pizzas for our pot luck...

den went to fes for the reunon.... we showed the camp photos... really really.. THANK YOU AH GONG BENI BENI!!! he really helped mi alot... or rather.. the photos part is he do de...;p

den horx.. the dumb mi!! did a vidoe for the commitee, staff worker and graudate lehx... do till 4 lehx... den horx...i save the file wrongly... SIAN!! hahax... bt.. nvm...

here is the video.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5p85ATLDHaI... go watch... my first ever vidoe on youtube... ehehx..

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tues-stayed at home almost the whole day... actually suppose to meet kl de... bt he ps!!! angry!! hahax...

so met harry lorx... watched "painted face"... the show very gross and disgusting... bt the storyline not bad... hahax... plus... FREE movie ticket!! muahahax...

den actually wanted to meet the cf camp ppl for dinner de... BUT!!! my stupid hp plan gt prob.. so nd to settle.. so can't go... :P

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wed- stayed at home.. decided to spend my day wif mummy and daddy... we sang k at home.. hahax... super funny...

somepics to show u...

duet song... awww.. how sweet... hehex..

dad act pro... stand on chair and song... hahax...

hahax.. where can u ever find this??!! hahax...

den went to east coast park wif the whole family and ah boy and ah girl...

my dad's fortress for us... ;p

was a relaxing day out.... love it... ;p

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thur (today) - went out wif harry AGAIN!! hahaahx... den saw juian!!! hehehex...

we watched mama mia... the show super nice!!! dance and sing... adn story line!! WOAH!! NICE!!! hehex...

den went to amk to eat snack... den went home..

den went for cell.. and today.. mr brian tan wen hao super crap lorx!! hahahahx.... bt fun lahx... ;p

photos...

2008-09-30T13:06:00.002+08:00

hihi...

so so sorry.. very long nv update le.. hehex...

my life is fine...

ohoh... i gt multiply acc le!! haahx.. will upload most of the pics there...

http://www.rejoyce90.multiply.com/... go see bahx... gt lots of pics... be patience... ahhax...

complete camp

2008-09-26T23:47:00.002+08:00

hihi..

mi just came bk frm cf camp ytd... totally enjoyed and love it... 4 days of camp... seriously... i oso don know how to start blogging abt it...

shall let the photos do the toking... wil upload photos on multiply and frm ben too...

i oso dont know wad to tok abt... now no mood lehx.. hahax...

slpin bag

2008-09-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

hihi...

i'm here to blo in rememderence of my slping bag.. my slpin bag is gone!!! CRY OU TLOUD!!! my dad go lend to his worker and is now gone!! really very sad.. no one can ever feel my pain...

my slping bag really really went thur alot wif mi.. since like pri 4... my pri 4 camp, it was wif mi... my prefect camp.. all it was wif mi... ALL the camps i go... it was wif mi.. my sabah trip.. it was wif mi.. my two foc camps in np.. it was wif mi..

SLPING BAG!! i miss u!! tell u ppl.. my slping bag gt my smell liao lorx... if gt two same slping bag.. smell oso can know whichis mine le... WA!! SIAN AH!!! tml; goin for cf camp.. no more my slpin bag.. i'm serious.. my heart is crying... i miss it.. it is the most comfortable slpn bag ever..

slping bag.. i love you!!!

my birthday celebration

2008-09-20T23:24:00.009+08:00

hihi..

mi just gt bk frm romei's house like 1 hr ago.. hahax... guess for wad??? hahax... to celcbrate my birthday!! woah!!! like after ALMOST 1 mth... hahax... bt... as long as the four of us can gather... it;s the greatest birthday present ever le...

PABRA.... my greatest present frm God in my life....

they went to romei's place to whip up a meal for mi... super touched can??? 3 blur blurs cooked for mi... bt the food turned out real nice... yum yum!!! hehehx.... they even had a "rehearsal" before tt... hahax... thanx my dears... ;p

shu shu's wan ton and meatball... for mi!! hahax...

leon desperatly trying to decorate the food.. hahax...

these prawns are yummy...

the process was super fun and funny... wif pigu around... how not eat till stomach pain rite?? laugh till stomach pain.. hahax... so miss those laughter during holidays...

after dinner... we cleared up and went infront of the tv to drink wine!! haahax... shoick man.... den had pigu made the desert... and we watched "prince and mi" at the same time... love the company and crapness....

pigu's sweetness...

the loves hu made my meal...

cheers for PABRA plus leon.. hahax...

the us....

hahax... this is wad romei did to leon...

revenage time!! hahax...

and oso.. thanx leon and pk for accompanying ur jie or bro to help whips out the meal.. thanx...;p

random photos...

my b*as... so lovely.. so supportive... so important to mi... iloveutwo...

new member???!!! hahax...

i really really thank and praise God for u all... God is really good to mi to have send u all to mi.. w/o u my dears... i can nv survive my poly life, my love life and even my daily life... thank you Lord... bless them and keep them too my Lord... amen... i love u all!!!

shu and romei

2008-09-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

hihi...

today i saw shu and romei!! super happy!! muahahhx...

morning went sch for some hms ambarssor training.. super long nv see shu liao.. super happy lorx.... den went to her place to slack after tt... finally got the scores for canon in d... muahahx.. shall go to ah boy's place to practice.. hahahahx...

den met leon at seragoon mrt... den den.. i saw dp!! super happy ah!! woah!! hahahahax... den went over to fes to help in the booklet folding and the landyard thingy... lydia and brenda were there le... den super funny.. coz we were quite late... so we decided to take a cab frm dover.. den we wanted to gt refund frm cf.. so in the cab.. we tot of super rubbish excuese.. like.. we cut the paper den gt blood.. den stain the landyard the strip, so now become purple.. hahahx...

den had meetin.. ended quite late.. so romei and i took a cab home... had a great tok again.. love it my dear... pls get well soon...

cf day

2008-09-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

hihi..

today had to go get the cf stuff for camp....

went to meet leon and alwyn to get the cloth... played wif leon's cam.. super fun!! woah.. love it!! hahhaax...

den went to collect the t-shirt.. praise God tt everything is fine so far.. thank God tt the order came in time.. woah... thanx God gt the 2 guys to help to carry man.. hehex.. den we took 154 bk to sch.. totally fell aslp in the bus.. muahahhx... my fave pastime... hahhax..

den reached sch super early... den den. when waiting for uncle fuji to come.. guess hu came to tap mi... SIS EELEEN!! super happy lahx!! totally jumped.. dan ho was there too.. sis eeleen was ther to meet uncle fuji for the camp worship... woah!!! lookin forward to seeing sis eeleen during camp!! hhex..

den at night we had our trial games... i tell u!! the 2nd game we played was super fun!! cannot tell u wad.. bt laughed non stop man!! hahax... super fun...

den ah gong beni beni sent mi and romei home agian... thanx thanx... ;p reached home at like 12.30.. i bet ben, lydia and brenda reach home even later.. i feel so bad... so so sorry...

last day of work

2008-09-16T11:58:00.000+08:00

hihi...

today is our last day of work... :( no more nettex to pei le... super had fun for the past few days... crapping, tokin abt sec sch life, prank sms PPL... hahx... super fun ah!!! thanx nettex...;p

today we work half day nia coz we manage to finish it in time... den we went to city hall to eat gelare AGIAN!! muahahahax... nice nice... den wen to cotton on to look at clothes bt failed... gt nth to buy... :( den had to rush off to meet cf ppl for the bbq....

was quite fun... we reached at around 4 plus.. super nth to do.. just stand around and slack... stick to vanessa.. hahx... ohoh.. thanx God for sending nette and zack to help mi book the correct pit.. hahx.. the pit was quite near the bus stop.. not like romei's birthday party tt type of ulu place... hahx...

den luke fell sick.. high fever... God pls heal him before the camp... den van chessa and i went to buy porridge for the sick ppl.. hehe.x. poor thing... we eat bbq food they eat porridge.. hehex...

den after not long.... mi went to bus stop to go fetch romei, leon, yan ling, tammie, wendy and kl... see i so nice.. still walk all the way to bus stop by myself to wait for u ppl... hahahax...

mi took alot of photos.. just keep snapping... hahax.. bt all not wif mi.. all using ben and leon's cam... hahax... super fun lahx...

had a really great time.. seeing wendy enjoying herself... i felt so happy... bt kl abit de erm.. sian i think.. bt i guess the small game tt uncle fuji played break ait of the ice...

had great fun.. didnt really stick to romei.. bt mixed around.. i guess this is a great improvment for mi and romei.. bt i'm sure she knows tt if she need mi, i will be there.. and vice versa...

dance performance at sgh

2008-09-14T23:06:00.005+08:00

hihi..

today went to sgh for the performance... woah!! was seriously GOd blessed one...

this mornin when reach church.. totally gt a shock coz they say wanna change song... frm "one way" to "all for one-high sch musical"... i was like.. wad song is tt???!! hahaahx.. tried to come out wif the steps wif mandy.. bt totally failed...

den after service... we try out our dance... we cant use "one way" coz gt the word "Jesus" and we goin sgh so not very nice to hv the word "Jesus"... so bro kek wen to cut out the word "Jesus"... after practicing... we realised tt the effect for "king of majesty" not nice as compared to "one way"... sooo.. we danced "one way" and use the steps for "king of majesty" to dance to the song "what time is it - high sch musical"... super cool can??!!! serioulsy praise GOd... and the girl hu lead us in the new song is a pri 4 girl, Fayth... zai rite???

mi, samuel, malcom and faydra

my beautiful hair

and and.. mummy came to watch mi dance today!! hehex... happy happy.. mummy gt video too!! will think of ways to gt it inside my com!! and watch it!! hahahax...

the dance turned out well.. praise God and thank God for tt... today.. i could feel God's presence and His love...

den den.. after the dance.. went out wif ah ma for dinner.. i tell u!! she super funny!!! i went there straight after my performance... so my make up and everything still not... when she saw mi... she was like...... staring and staring.. for the first time i tell u!! she seriously look at mi and stare.... den she say... "ni heng mei"... den ask mi if i gt put braces not.. which i took out like 4 yrs ago... hehex... den she just keep staring... den say she wanna take pic wif mi.. i tell u!! for the first time in my life!! she wanna take a pic wif mi... her hp is tt type only gt her great grandson pics... hehex.. she even tell mi to go and visit my popo to show her how "pretty" i am... my ah ma super cute rite??? seriously.. i dont know to be happy or sad man... happy=my ah ma say i pretty... sad=coz i must put make up den my ah ma will look at mi... hehex... bt she totally make my day...

k.. wad' my name?? joyce rite?? how come i not zhi lian??? hahax.. here they are... hehex...

scare of mi???

emo!!!

sabah trip

2008-09-13T23:28:00.008+08:00

k.. i know this a little late... bt i will like to blog abt our 1 year anni of the day we left for our sabah trip... we left on the 11/9/07....

k.. i'm goin to randomly chose pics... as in seriously any how click coz i dont know wad pics to post.. hehex..

our room

tip of bruno...

i miss them...;(

pa and romei

time together are so... so... relaxing

thank you all.. i miss u...

greeny so green

children of kiau nulu, praising God...

jungle tracking

mountains so high

pigu and his soccer

clouds and mountains formed

kk... i think enough photos le... i miss those days.. even though when some hurts.. bt those hurts were nth compared to the fun, experience and friendship tt i hv... i miss the kids...

sabah trip.. the trip which strengthed my friendship wif shu, romei and specially pa...
sabah trip.. the trip which allow mi to make many more close fren...
sabah trip.. the first trip to oversea w/o my parents...
sabah trip... the first time i touch clemet...
sabah trip... the first time i build a wall...
sabah trip... the place where i know wad is real jungle tracking...
sabah trip... the place whereby i know the meaning of"treasure wad u have"...
sabah trip... memories so loved tt i can talk abt it till i die...
sabah trip... peace and peace... no stress...
sabah trip... first time i ever climbed a tree...
sabah trip... first time i ever drank wine...
sabah trip.. love it and miss it..
sabah trip... is wonderful trip...
sabah trip... can nv be replaced...
sabah trip... too many to be posted on a blog...

thank you Lord for such a wonderful experience.. Lord,pls continue to bless ur ppl over at kiau nulu... coz they are precious to you as they are to mi... amen...

chi service

2008-09-13T23:07:00.003+08:00

hihi...

today afternon went to celebrate popo's chinese birthday.. hehex... SHEN RI KUA LE!!!! went to some vegeterain resturant at ailjied... the food was not bad... i'm ust glad tt popo is finally out of hospital after soooo long... may God continue to heal and bless popo as she continue to praise His holy name...;p

den after tt... rushed off to church for dance practice... last min brush up on the dance step and the rest, leave it to God le...

performed for the chi service with the children in church... hehex... den horz.. got one part i danced wrongly sia... i walked to the wrong side... den pretend nth happen and jump bk to my position... super kuku lahx... bt not top of tt.. the rest turned out good.. PRAISE GOD for tt..

the best part of day is tt... joel played the wrong song... hahax... bt bro, nvm... not blaming u... ;p
shd be "king of majesty" first den "one way".. bt he played "one way" first.. bt... THANK GOD tt all of us did our part and was very calm... i guess the audience can't tell the diff.. hehex.. soo.. thank joel for playing the wrong song... coz of tt, we knew tt God was wif us... ;p

den went home for dinner.. hehex... tml gt on more round at SGH... woah!! scare bt i;m sure God will and is with mi... i pray and ask tt God will touched the ppl and patients hu watch us dance us we dance for our father, the healer... ;p

3rd day

2008-09-12T23:42:00.002+08:00

hihi...

here to blog again...

went to work.. 3rd day le.. hahax.. work almost done... so nette and i trying desperatly to waste time.. hahx.. u shd know wad we did man... hahaahx...

super tired today... took nette mp3 to listen.. i tell u!! she gt 2 nice songs!! "teardrops on my guitar" and "fall for u".. super nice!! hehex...

den left at 4.30 coz office close at 5... and nette gt cca... so left wif her.. hehex...

photo tt we took during work ytd.. hahax..

den went godma's place to play wii.. hahax... den went to buy mooncake!! yum yum!! ;p

kk.. off to practice my dance for tml... scare sia... bt... will rem tt i am dancing for GOd... so ya...;p

2nd day of work

2008-09-11T23:04:00.002+08:00

hihi..

today ah nettex wif mi for the whole day of work.. yeah!! so we saw each other frm 7.30am to 7.30pm... woah!! 12 hr straight... muahahahx...

today very tired... hahax.. lucky gt nettex pei.. or else i will seriously fall aslp man... they toked like crap thru the whole afternoon.. toked abt our sec sch life.. hehex.. nice to think bk man... those days.. hahax.. miss them...;p

den went to meet dong at tm... bt he late tt we met him in the mrt... hahax... had dinner together... very long nv meet up wif dong le... was fun... though short bt it was precious... den we prank call sherman saying tt nettex in hospital... he was quite pissed off... oops... sorry!!

den rushed off for cell.. just in time tt they finished dinner.. hehex.. today zach took the lesson abt investigating ur options... must pray, think and i forgt... hehex... bt the mst important one to mi wil be PRAY...

den brian walked mi home and had a heart to hear tok wif him.. in glad tt i know wad is happening in his life now... though short, bt was fruitful...

and and.. i have booked the bbq pit...

ATTENTION to ALL!!!

BBQ for EVERYONE!! just a day out to relax, play and eat!!
date: 16/9/08 tues
time: 3pm to ???
where: pasir ris park area 1 pit 18

first day of work

2008-09-10T22:39:00.002+08:00

hihi..

today reported to work at moe for the first day.. met nettex at simei mrt where i hop on the train...

went to find the person in charge.. all if them all very nice... very friendly, very kind... ;p i'm glad.. thank you Lord for sendign such lovely ppl...;p

den ah nette left at 11!! ps mi after 2 hrs!!! felt super lonely... lucky i gt "lonely" frens too... muahahx.. morning, harry sms mi to pei mi... afternoon, KL sms mi to pei mi... hehex.. seriously, thank you u ppl for accompany mi man... i was totally falling aslp man...

went home to celebrate ah boy's 7 year old birthday!!! love him sooo much man... Lord, pls watch over and bless this precious boy of my and of yours...

God's love

2008-09-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

hihi...

today was a "drama" day for mi...

today went to settle the t-shirt printing once and for all... so mei mei pei mi down... settled everything in like 30 mins.. super happy... walked out, commiting everything into GOd's hand...

head down to east pt to eat sakea sushi coz ah boy's birthday... den eat happy happy.. suddenly gt a call frm the t-shirt supplier... den they say the colour tt i wan gt no s size... i was like.. WHAT??!!! super angry and helpless.. called kat, no ans... called uncle fuji.. thank God he ans... so we gt 3 choices... 1) change the s to xs or m... 2) change colour 3) change supplier... he tell mi to decisi.. den called lydia... lydia say change to black.. so i called bk saying change to black... den they called again.. say black no xs... i tell u!! i was hot in anger!! and oso helpless... prayed really hard and said God wad to do... den call here call there.. decided to change the t-shirt colour to navy blue... as i tot everything was settled adn happily eating my lunch.. they called again..i tell u!! now i gt phobia of reciving their call man... bt this time round.. gt good news ah!! they say someone wad holdin the stock for the s size tt i wan.. so now gt the size and colour tt i wan... i tell u... i only gt one sentence to say... THANK YOU LORD!!

as wad uncle fuji say... "it's a good test"... indeed it is.. i've prayed, and i shd trust tt God will give us wad we wan coz He is our provider... if God can put a coin in the first fish's mouth tt Peter caught... He can do the impossible in this time as well.. coa He is the same today, tml and ytd... GOD IS GOOD!!!

so now... will continue praying and asking God to print the shist nicely for us... and God knows wad we wan... Lord, i pray and commit the whole printing t-shirt process into ur hands.. i pray and ask tt the t-shirt will come out as wad we wan... Lord, u know excatly wad we wan, bt the supplier dont know... Lord, pls make the t-shirts for us.. and i pray in ur name tt they can come out wif the t-shirt as they said... Lord, thank you for the miracle tt u have shown us this afternoon.. AMEN LORD!!!

tml goin to work at moe for like 4 days as admin work wif ah nette... hehex... Lord, be wif mi as i work... thanx for providin mi wif this job...;p

whole day out

2008-09-09T00:29:00.002+08:00

hihi...

today went out the whole day.. hehex..

went out of the house like at 11 to check out the t-shirt printing stuff.. and and... hv to thanx KL man... hehex... ytd when feelin down and was lost.. he was there to tell mi wad to do step by step... and oso say a whole load of crap to make mi laugh non-stop... thanx thanx... and oso hv to thank kat and ben... hu oso told mi wad to do... replied my sms fast enough to make mi worry even more... thanx;p

on the wat was really very scare... thanl shu for toking to mi on the phone... really needed tt... and i'm sure GOd was wif mi all the way... thanx u Lord...

den den... mei mei called say wanna meet mi.. so she pei to the job agency to fill in the form for the admin work at moe...

den went to meet harry at city hall mrt at around 1... went to cine KFC for lunch.. muahahax.. SHU!! dont jealous ah... hahax... den had lots of time to kill.. sooo.. went to play pool... hahax... mi and mei lost like twice to harry... haix!! hahax..

den went to eat the mango ice thingy at the hong kong cafe... hahax. ROMEI!! dont jealous!! hahahax...

den finally!! watched our KINDAICHI!! bt the movie version not very nice.. sian.. abit draggy and not as nice as those on tv... bt surprisly gt some funny element... and it doean;t feel as long as 2 hrs...

den once finished... rushed off to meet nettex to pass her the recpipt for the cotton on shirt coz gt hole... dong was there too!! super long nv see him le lahx!! happy happy... harry rushed off for his rehearsal.. and mei mei had to "rush" bk home... haahx...

den den mi rushed to meet romei hu waited for mi to go for cf meeting.... thaxn dear for waiting and buying dinner for mi.... and poor girl, sick... heart pain sia...

den den.. ah gong beni beni sent us home!! THANK YOU SOO SOO MUCH!!! was raining heavily too... thank you!!!

now... must rush to settle cf stuff le... wanna settle the t-shirt thingy once and for all coz will be workin and no time and all... so ya.. Lord, pls give mi the strenght and ur wisdom to do something nicely for u and ur ppl..;p love u Lord.. sorry tt i blamed u ytd... sorry Lord... thaxn for not throwin mi oneside... love u...;p

i'm glad it's all in the right track now... SEE shu!! told u!! heehx...

2008-09-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

tt's it!! i've reached my breakind point!! i'm feelin so fed-up and useless.. and helpless!!! Lord, pls save mi!! i really dont know wad to do now!! my bad... i haven't do anything on the t-shirt printing... camp is coming and i haven't do anything!!!

i am so so angry wif myself... such simple thing and i can't do anything rite...

nxt.. sun gt performance at sgh wif church ppl... and i am not sure of the steps!!!!!

at the point of break down... yt ppl tt i wan to be there for mi are not here... i need a hug rite now...

romei day out

2008-09-05T23:44:00.004+08:00

hihi...

here to blog abt ytd and today... ytd wanted to blog de... bt thanx to shu.. tok to mi till 2am den gt no time to blog... hehehex... but we had a good tok lahx.. so long nv tok to her le...

k.. ytd went out wif romei to orchard AGAIN... hahahax... tt girl gt 2 days break so go out and enjoy... went to have lunch at fish and co. den she bought acholiic drink for mi.. muahahax..

den go walk walk... went to starbucks and finished our $15 voucher there... sian!! hahax... jkjk...

when time up, i went to city hall to have cell... reached early coz romei hv to be home... met sis eeleen den went toilet...

on the way to toilet.. i saw LIM XIN YING... super happy lahx!! so xin ying!!! bladder prob gt use de horx.. if not i wont meet u horx!! hehehex...

den had cell... sis eeleen was sharing tt she went for a conference and they prayed.. and guess wad??? some of them prayed t they will grow taller... and guess wad... they really did!! they grew like 3 fingers taller!!! oh my tian!!! GOD IS JUST SOO GREAT!!! HE CAN DO THE IMPOSSIBLE!!! amen!! hehex...

den went home...
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now today....

today had to cancel quite a lot of dates... first.. nette cancelled our date to bugis coz her cca changed timing... :( den actually arranged wif xin yi to go her company there for interview..bt mummy don't allow coz she bu fang xin... sorry xin yi...:( so... date romei out to sentosa...

God shown His wonder today again... it was raining this morning.. and even on the way to meet romei, it started to rain.. so romei and i prayed and asked God to stop the rain... and and... HE DID!!! now my face and neck are like burnt.. hahax.. pain sia... the sun was tt strong... THANK YOU LORD!!!

ohoh.. den was harry too... on our way to the beach, we saw harry in the tram leaving the beach.. ahahx... bye bye...

den romei and i decided to go over to the supa campsite to emo... the place still there but kanna block off liao... haix... the place emo sia... den went down to the 7-11 to emo again... haix.. miss SUPA!!!

den den..i saw shu wan and hidaya on the way bk home too!! super happy!! very long nv see shu wan le.. bt she gt no reaction... so ya.. hahahx... still.. very very happy to see shu wan....

photos..

2008-09-03T22:34:00.008+08:00

hihi...

i tell u.. i think there's something wrong wif my stomach... when time to eat.. i'm not hungry.. when not time to eat.... i hungry.. and is those very hungry kind...

finally gt the pics frm hui shan for our gathering...

mi and shan... mr phua brought us to play pool.. hhex...

mr phua and the girls

mr phua and us...

mi and xin yi... our very first pic after 7 years...

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kk.. let's tok abt today... acompanied popo to hospital for check up.. den ah boy followed.. i tell u!! i wanna compliant ah!!

ppl to complaint abt child abuse rite??? i wanna complaint tt i kanna cousin abuse ah!!! aaron keep beatin mi in the hospital!! hahahx.. we walk walk den kanne wack on my butt bt aaron ang!! and is many many time ah!!! save mi ah!! hahahax... jkjk...

bt fun to have him around lahx.. or else i oso bored to death le.. hahax...

hahax.. cute rite?? so handsome ah...

i swear.. he was playing the hp the other way round...

ohoh.. show u some pics.. hahax...

my new shoe...

hahx.. it's aaron one... it fits nicely on mi frn the front rite?? hahax...

and and.. just now harry called... and and.... one good new!!! the pc show gt pay increase!!! muahahahx!!! yeah!!! praise God!! hehehehex...