Tuesday, November 20, 2007 hihi.... on sat, i went for SUPA camp training... and i realised how much my faith and desire for God has dropped soo much... and i haven't really go into God's presense for a long time le... really empty... so this nxt day, i went to church wif an opened heart... to seek God again... and God really came...;p i realised that it's not about where u worship God.. or how good the pastors are... it's about seeking God with an open heart.. and a heart tt desires soo much for God... just let go of who u are... and let the Holy spirit take over.. just lift ur hands high in the air to worship God... allow God to work in u... and just got to tell urself, I WANT... and God will give it to u... and aunty judith asked the children who wants to recevied the baptism of the holy spirit.. almost all of them went up... it really touched my heart to see how much the kids desired for God... really happy that they stepped out... will be praying for them.. they have been a blessin in my life.. they may go out of hand at times.. bt they are all precious in God's sight and to mi... ------- my bro and sis in Christ... i do really need a prayer... for the SUPA camp.. it;s a children camp... and i will be there as a grp leader to co lead a team... this is my very first time being a camp leader... plus this is a grp of pri 3 to pri 6... i'm really scared and excited... i really really need God blessin and anointing upon mi... oso pray that really single thing i go or say is pleasing and of His words... pray tt i will be able to change a child's liffe for the better, in Jesus' name... all prayer will be loved and rem by God... A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL!! jesus loves u and so do i... God bless *(shine)* Jesus loves the little children 1:47:00 AM +++ Thursday, November 15, 2007 hihi.. super long didn't post le.. hehex... was lookin at the sabah pics' again while writin my reflection... really miss that place ALOT!!! the fun and joy tt we had... really don't wan to rem the unhappiness... Romei and i were toking abt sabah AGIAN on our way home.. seriously lehx... miss the times LOTS... really thank God for brining mi there... i realy learn alot alot... so sorry... i still nd time to get over... my feelings now super super messy lahx... it's really hard to wait bt i'm trusting that God has the right plan for mi... just on my way home... i suddenly felt like givin up and lousy... and somehow or another i conviced myself tt i am ugly and is some useless freak... even though i know i am wonderfully and fearfully made.. and i oso know that God still loves mi for hu i am.. bt i still can't stop thinkin the bad way... really sian le...:( i'm tired of waitin and don't know wad will happen... some may know the reason why i feel this way... bt when i reached home, i read an email that joshua sent... really enlightening... it toks abt how God did't give up on a bamboo seed... and soon the bamboo seed grew the tallest in the shortest rate... here is part of the story.. He asked me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots?". "I would not quit on the bamboo and likewise I will never quit on you." "Don't compare yourself to others." He said."The bamboo had a different Purpose than the fern. Yet they both makethe forest beautiful." "Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high" "How high should I rise?" I asked. "How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return ."As high as it can?" I questioned. "Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can." AMEN!!! really touched by this story... God has a plan for mi... i may not grow now bt soon i will rise in Jesus' name.. He has a purpose planned for every single one... and even when i'm struggling,he is growin seed... really hard bt i AM goin to abide and trust God. wad i say is really wad i feel.. not some feelings that i hv just to tell u abt God... praise and thank GOd...;p *(shine)* Jesus loves the little children 12:16:00 AM +++ Friday, November 02, 2007 hihi.. ytd our attactment start le... den when i saw on my way to my centre... i had this really cute encounter... it goes like tt... i was walkin... den on my right i saw this little boy's head popping out frm his pram... den he had this really sweet and bliss smile on his face... aiya.. the smile very hard to explain... it's like he saw his fave ice-cream or someting like tt... den i was thinking, wad was he smiling at... den i turn to my left... den i saw this little girl in her pram, hu is much smaller then him, giggling away... the giggle tt she gave out was so gentle and sweet lahx... hehehehx... the image cannot be taken off my memory sia... the tot of it just make mi smile to myself.. super CUTE and SWEET!!! hehex... end of story.. hehex... ---- today went for NPSU AGM.. which i think was a waste of time... bt the dinner was fulfilling.. hahax... went to market to eat wif shu, van, shu zhen, justine, joshua and mao mao... long time since i had dinner wif them... hehex... the best part is... we keep disturbing and "bullying" mao mao.. opps.. hhex... bt super funny lahx.. we kept laughing till stomach pain.. shu zhen was oso laughing super loudly.. van, josh and shu were just quietly eating... hahahax.... i can't rem most of the things we said.. bt was super funny.. and as usal... tt joshua love to pike mi and rebuke every single thing i said... angry u know.. hahax... and mao mao came out wif a super lame equation tt boils down to--- "study=fail"... hahax... after laughing and laughing... justine's parents sent mi home.. chit chatted agian on our way bk... nice girl's tok...;p hehex... thanx justine for sending mi home!!! hehex.. God bless... *(shine)* Jesus loves the little children 11:12:00 PM +++ hihi.. now very tired le... bt just wanna blog... super random feelings.. bt things that i'm feeling now... was looking thru my stuffs... den found these... some things tt i wrote... "i have u beside mi, bt ur heart is else where" "the whole world knows that i love u, bt u are with her in the world of yours..." "i'm holdin onto a love which i know i've gt to let go sooner or later..." "when can i hear u say "i love u" or will i ever hear that frm u??" "u are the one who mend my heart, bt why must u be the one who breaks it again??" "u are just too busy to feel my love for u..." "i can find lots of reasons to hate u... bt my love for u has drowned all hatrate that i hv for u..." "just ask my heart y i love u... coz i oso don't know the reason.." hahax.. emo enough bahx... bt those feelings are long time ago le... bt ontop of that... i'm glad i hv another set of feelings the encourages and brings mi thru my emo periods... "i surrender wholly to u, Lord, for i admit defeat by ur wonderful love.." "You are a need not a want in my life... For without the Lord, I can't live a fulfilling life.." "By the little finger of the Lord that He has shown mi, makes mi want to know Him more..." "the ans to all my question is :abide in Him..." "only in God's love dictionary where i can find 'love forever'..." AMEN!! i'm just glad that God is always with mi... i may doubt or not trust in myself... and at times i hate myself... and i miss him... some things i really dont wan to say... bt the Lord knows every single thing of mi... it's nt easy to trust and wait in Him to give mi the ans tt i wan... bt in faith, i will... real hard... Lord bring mi thru all doubts and unbelieve tt i hv... i believe tt He has a plan for everything... it really hurts though.. Lord!!! i really need u... LORD!!! i want u!!! Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... TRUST is the word... was just thinking... if i were just to go and meet Jesus... will anyone miss mi?? will i even be tresured?? if i were just to go... just gt to say... "i love all my family and friends... bt, Jesus' love for u is more than the love i hv for all.. i will be in a better place..." loves to all... and oh... found this song.. super nice and meaningful.. it's by Martha Munizzi... WHILE YOU WORSHIP you can make it thru the storm you can make it thru the rain you can make it thru the trails you can make it thru the pain though you may not understand there's a purpose there's a plan so while you worship He'll bring u thru it all the rain won't last forever the sun will shine again u'll make it thru knowing that He's ur friends the storm will make u stronger it drives to ur knee and only while you worship can his glory be seen... nice rite?? i think very meaningful... so... rem that God has a plan for everyting.. *(shine)* Jesus loves the little children 12:09:00 AM +++

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