Sunday, December 30, 2007 hihi.. mi emo again lahx.. i realised at least once a mth will go thru this phrase... sian can?? don't wan to tok abt it de... so blog lorx... be prepared to read some real emo post bahx... mi now very messy.. don't knw where i'm standing now.. don't tell mi it's up my nose.. coz i know it;s really not there... real sian can?? i really don't like this feeling.. y can't i just love freely w/o getting any heartache?? mi now is holding my feelings... telling myself not to like him coz i know if i like him... i will hv another round of heartbreaks.. and i'm sian and tired of it le... i just want to love happily... it's hard.. real hard... it is soo much to ask??? when den will he come??? just how many ordeal do i hv to go thru again??? losing faith in myself... amos is telling mi to look into the mirror and all God wants is my ashamed love... i oso wan to reflect God's love.. bt it's not easy.. super not easy... really nd God to help mi and to lift mi up.. den again... i realised something... God scarificed soooo much... he scarificed His only son soo that we can go to Him... he had to bare the pain of seeing his son die for us when we don't even deserve it... and Jesus had to die for our sins.. He had to go thru ALL the insults... ALL the pain.. ALL the wacking and hitting so tt we can be free again... tt thru His death we can live again... God and Jesus loved us sooo much tt they both have to go thru sooo much pain... so is this pain tt i'm goin thru to repay their love?? well... think think.. maybe i shd... i will just hv to go thru ALL these years and more years to come de pain... thinkin abt wad God had scarificed for mi.. i can do it!!! still.. i miss ahem ahem!!! really missing ahem ahem alot!! and i know only my bras know hu.. since like forever!!! everytime i am doing nth.. i misses ahem ahem.. super sian can??? ohoh.. photos of class gatherin WILL be on class blog.. and SUPA reunion photos WILL be uploaded on my blog soon... will try to upload them as soon as i can... btw, gt some pics tt ben took is on his wedsite.. go see if u can... http://benatyao.multiply.com/photos/album/6/SU_reunion_... hehex... *(shine)* Jesus loves the little children 11:19:00 PM +++ Wednesday, December 26, 2007 hihi... this photo is super long time ago le... just tt... ben just uploaded it so now den i can upload.. hahax... went to sentaso luge wif the SUPA camp leader after the SU youth camp... and oso Cf christmas party pics... *(shine)* Jesus loves the little children 4:31:00 PM +++ Tuesday, December 25, 2007 hihi... finally!!! today christmas le!!! muahahax... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS.... had christmas performance this morning.. mi danced... hehex... had been a busy week coz of dance practice... and we missed the 1st service's dance coz we went up late:( mummy, daddy, godma, godpa, aaron and rachel came to my church today to see my dance bt in the end, cou;dn't see.. :( bt anyway... really thanx God for daddy... i was surprised when daddy agreed to come to church.. i think he wanna see y i always go home so late... when i apologised to daddy... coz he woke up early to bring mi to church den he didn't see the dance... bt daddy very positivly say "nvm... it's ok.. it's not ur fault.." i super touched and happy can?? i soo scare he will angry... still thanx GOd for tt... love dad... den 2nd service... shu, romei, leon. chee sheng, pa and dai seng came.. hahax.. super ps can?? christabel came bk too!!! hahax.. anyway, 2nd service dance was ok... hehex... wentout for lunch wif them.. we keep crapping at mac can?? hahax.. super funny and retarded and lame lorx... wif ppl like pa, romei, leon and dai seng around... how quiet can we get sia... went home after tt and SLEEP!!! muahahahx... Dear Lord Jesus. thanx for giving us ur life so that we may live again.. thanx for comin to Earth to live wif us so that we may know ur love and power... thanx for being my saviour, my redeemer... Lord, i love you... Amen... *(shine)* Jesus loves the little children 11:03:00 PM +++ Sunday, December 16, 2007 hihi... mi now at godma's place.. stayed over coz whole family go KL... bt mi wanna stay in s'pore... popo now having chemo for her cancer.. one more shot and it's done... popo say she lose lots of hair her.. bt i nv see before coz she always wears a cap... bt today i saw le... she slping den her caps falls off... i really don't know if i can slp nxt to her tonight... i very scare.. my heart aches to see her losing her hair... very pain... Lord.. i know she's in safe hands.. i know she will be alright.. i know u will lift her up... i know u are in control.. thank you Lord tt i hv u tt i know she's fine... Lord, be will her.. and heal her.. Lord, cure popo of all her illness.. Lord, help her be strong again... Lord, thank you... for the first time i teared so much... god bless... *(shine)* Jesus loves the little children 12:15:00 AM +++ Saturday, December 15, 2007 hihi.. i super sian can?? don't know y... just sian... i still gt work to do de... bt no mood.. den both shu and romei not online... den aiya.. sianed... boring... den holiday le.. won't be seeing my bras for like 9 days... hope christmas they can come... i will miss them like siao can??!!!!! i wan my 2 wk ago de mi.. i wan the sick and high mi... i wan to be changed, in to God's image... i wanna touch a person's life.. i wanna shine God's glory... haix... hope he will be alrigt.. don't know wad's happening.. real worried...:( God bless... *(shine)* Jesus loves the little children 12:39:00 AM +++ Wednesday, December 12, 2007 hihi.... Just came bk frm hospital… went to visit mummy’s friend, aunty tiang… her bro,uncle paul, is in icu… he didn’t wake up from his slp… and he is now on respiratory system… I gt a shock when I saw him… it’s my first time seeing so many machine around.. and tubes in a human’s body… my heart sank… bt seeing how uncle paul's church friends prayed for him, really touched my heart... We went in and prayed for him… really heart pain sia.. den reality suddenly struck me… Life is just so fragil… I’m sure u heard this like so many times… bt if u really sit think abt it… It’s really unexpected… u can be standin now.. and the next sec u can be in hospital… or even ur love ones… they can be gone any min… uncle paul just slept and didn’t wake up… whether he will wake up anot… it really depends on God’s will… will there be miracles?? Will he just meet his creator just like tt??? I really hope that no one will leave this place w/o any regrets… life ur life to the fullness… forgive those u nd to forgive.. and love everyone will a sinerce heart… live life wif a purpose.. live wif a meaning.. IF God really put mi in a postion like this… please just let mi go… I know it will hurt.. bt I oso can’t wait to meet my saviour.. If God really just take mi away.. don’t hate Him k?? I believe tt I will be in a better place.. and I believe that if He takes mi away like this, He has his reason… Just a prayer for uncle paul and family… Dear Lord Jesus, I commit ur precious son, uncle paul and his family into ur hands.. I praised u for giving uncle paul a nice family who cared abt him soo much… Lord, lay ur healing hands upon him… and in ur name, that he will be healed… Lord, use his life as in instrument to glorify ur name.. that uncle paul’s life will be a testimony for ur love, ur power and ur sacrifice… Still Lord, let ur will be done in uncle paul’s life… be it ur miracle or ur will.. I believe tt it will be a best choice for his family... Lord, no matter what happens, help his family to be strong… Lord, I thank u for ur scarfice tt we can pray to u like this now… thank you Lord for ur blood tt u had shed… amen... *(shine)* Jesus loves the little children 10:10:00 PM +++ Monday, December 10, 2007 hihi... now super busy.. gt lots of assignments coming up.. cd lahx, fp lahx, print-rich environment lahx... GI lahx... MI lahx.. art lahx...and the list goes on... bt here to take a breather... really stressed up... really don't know how to do and wad to write... i rather hv exams sia... just for ur info... ECH no common test... all assginments... den nxt wk holidays le... hope i can still catch up wif al my assignments... really nd God's strenght and His wisdom and knowledge... i really wan to do well for my assignments... and and... i miss my asher alot alot.. i miss sabah... i miss SUPA.... really missin them like siao... can;t wait for 29th supa reunion... bt 2 of my kids comfrim cannot come le:( sadded... i really wan a photo of them... our grp photo!!! haix... ivan oso planning to bring them out to escape.. hope can.. bt bt... i will be dancing for my church's christmas dance.. my 2nd time... bt this time, i'm joinin as a dance member le.. super happy for this.. and really excited... soso... if u all can... come k?? it's on the 25TH DEC 2007 - 8.30 am or 10.30 am.... *(shine)* Jesus loves the little children 11:27:00 PM +++ Sunday, December 02, 2007 hihi.. hahax... just here to blog how awesome my name is... WOW!!! so awesome... hehex... my full name is Lim Jiao Ling, Joyce.... if do a little rearranging.. will become... JOYCE LIM JIAO LING... if take my initals only... will become.. JLJL... which oso means... - Joyce Loves Jesus Lots... - Jesus Loves Jiao Ling... - Jesus Loves Joyce Lim... cool rite?? and and... last one... my chi name is... LIN JIAO LING.... even if u read the other way... it will still sound the same... LING JIAO LIN... TRY IT!!! hahaax... praise God for my name man!!! didn't know my name can express my love for God.. hehex... *(shine)* Jesus loves the little children 12:26:00 AM +++ Saturday, December 01, 2007 hihi... the long wait update on SUPA camp!!! muahhaax... it's super fun!!! WOW!!! this yr theme is WOW!!! and the theme songs, WOW and In You.. super nice and meaning full songs... and and... my grp name is ASHER!!! asher rock like no one's business can?? i hv like 5 girls, namely... ting ting, abigail, eunice, fang qi and rowena... and 2 guys... benjamin and ding wei... they are real sweet kids.... the girls even help mi pack my bed and bag... haahx... my grp co leaders were the big fan club based, ivan... and our beloved camp mama, aunty adeline... they were really of good help especially ivan... there was one pt of time when i really had no voice... camp mama brought mi to eat med and ivan had to convey my very single message... love them lots can?? really thank God for them... and the best part is the cheer!!! muahahx... i made my kids shaking their butts for the cheer... super cute can??? they actually very reluant de... bt in the end, they even did the shake butt cheer before they slp.. hahax... this yr lesson were on WOW!! so angry... WOW!!! so awesome and WOW!!! so amazing... we learnt abt joseph's life... "THE LORD WAS WITH JOSEPH... HE GAVE JOSEPH SUCCESS IN EVERYTHING HE DID" gen 39:23... every single night.. the leaders.. romei, rebeacca, valentin, michelle, aaron, ivan, amos, jc and kor kor durius and i will just stay up late to either talk, play or write notes... it's really a good time of fellowship together... of course there were other super nice leaders like.. aunty elizabeth and jie jie serene... and oh oh.. i finally saw the person whom i always wanted to see on the last day!!! muahahax... all in all.. i really learnt alot frm this SUPA camp... frm being a leader to being a jie jie to slping wif 7 girls by myself... it has been really a "GOd u are first" experience... hope tt i will still continue to rely on God and not rely on my own strenght... i oso realised that i still love children and oso love working wif them.. i feel more confident and of much worth... i even had fever the day before i went for the camp... bt after i was being prayed for, the fever was gone!!! amen!!! Lord i thank you for ur lovely children who made mi smile for little things that they have done... i wanna go for SUPA agian!!! hehex... *(shine)* Jesus loves the little children 11:30:00 PM +++

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