God's children

hihi..

long time no blog le... tt previous emo post was nonsense.. i'm ok le.. thanx those hu came and encourage mi...

gt many things on hand now.. real busy.. gt assignments, test and church stuff... real sian liao.. i wanna rest.. i nd a really good rest.. all these are driving mi crazy... the song goes... "in u. i will rest in hope.. knowing u are in control... my soul will it's boast..." easy to sing but hard to do man... i don;t know lehx... SIAN!!! SIAN!!!!

i suddenly feel like i'm in no position to teach the praise kids.. how can i teach them when i am not setting a good example??? i can teach.. i can tell them the 4 steps for teh golden rule... do i can't set a good example... love ur enemies, give freely, give like God, go the extra mile... can i really do it like how i teach them??? ask God for help and HE will help u???

i know all the facts.. i can tell popo... i can 'preach' to popo on how God's love is... i know the facts.. i know it's true... i know God will see mi through all these... bt i can't seems to commit and give everything to HIm... i can't seems to surrender to HIm..

bt i love talking to popo now... everytime i talk to her.. i feel God's love within her... shes a super new christian.. yet her faith is sooo wonder and soo great... in times of need, in times of sickness... she din't blame GOd bt yet praise God and seek HIm even more.. she keep tellin mi to trust Him... her love for GOd has really touched mi deeply... and i praise God for that...

Lord.. i really need u in my life... Lord...i love you...

and i offically make popo, romei, ivan and sis eeleen as my role model in my walk wif God... their love and child-like faith for God has totally touched mi... ;p when i say role model... i dn't mean worship or live like them... i wanna to love God like how they love God... i wanna lift up God's name like how they did... i wanna live for God like how they did... if they can do it... in Jesus' name, i can too!!!;p