God's children

hihi..

now very tired le... bt just wanna blog... super random feelings.. bt things that i'm feeling now...

was looking thru my stuffs... den found these... some things tt i wrote...

"i have u beside mi, bt ur heart is else where"
"the whole world knows that i love u, bt u are with her in the world of yours..."
"i'm holdin onto a love which i know i've gt to let go sooner or later..."
"when can i hear u say "i love u" or will i ever hear that frm u??"
"u are the one who mend my heart, bt why must u be the one who breaks it again??"
"u are just too busy to feel my love for u..."
"i can find lots of reasons to hate u... bt my love for u has drowned all hatrate that i hv for u..."
"just ask my heart y i love u... coz i oso don't know the reason.."

hahax.. emo enough bahx... bt those feelings are long time ago le... bt ontop of that... i'm glad i hv another set of feelings the encourages and brings mi thru my emo periods...

"i surrender wholly to u, Lord, for i admit defeat by ur wonderful love.."
"You are a need not a want in my life... For without the Lord, I can't live a fulfilling life.."
"By the little finger of the Lord that He has shown mi, makes mi want to know Him more..."
"the ans to all my question is :abide in Him..."
"only in God's love dictionary where i can find 'love forever'..."

AMEN!! i'm just glad that God is always with mi...

i may doubt or not trust in myself... and at times i hate myself... and i miss him... some things i really dont wan to say...
bt the Lord knows every single thing of mi... it's nt easy to trust and wait in Him to give mi the ans tt i wan... bt in faith, i will... real hard... Lord bring mi thru all doubts and unbelieve tt i hv... i believe tt He has a plan for everything... it really hurts though.. Lord!!! i really need u... LORD!!! i want u!!! Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... Lord... TRUST is the word...

was just thinking... if i were just to go and meet Jesus... will anyone miss mi?? will i even be tresured?? if i were just to go... just gt to say... "i love all my family and friends... bt, Jesus' love for u is more than the love i hv for all.. i will be in a better place..."
loves to all...

and oh... found this song.. super nice and meaningful..

it's by Martha Munizzi...
WHILE YOU WORSHIP

you can make it thru the storm
you can make it thru the rain
you can make it thru the trails
you can make it thru the pain

though you may not understand
there's a purpose there's a plan
so while you worship
He'll bring u thru it all

the rain won't last forever
the sun will shine again
u'll make it thru knowing
that He's ur friends

the storm will make u stronger
it drives to ur knee
and only while you worship
can his glory be seen...

nice rite?? i think very meaningful... so... rem that God has a plan for everyting..