God's children

hihi...

ytd when to "bed" early... super lousy night for mi lahx... really sadded... nth can make mi smile for now... really sian... i just made 1 small stupid mistakes and u just have to treat mi like tt??? really spoils my whole night... i really didn't know... really didn't know... i did other right things yt u didn't say anything... just one wrong thing and yt u ignore mi for like i don't know till when... it really hurts... i really don't wanna stay at home le... the more i stay at home, the more mistakes i make... can i just do something right for once??? i'm beinging to hate myself more and more.... just within one mth... soo mnay ppl unhappy wif mi... just wad's wrong wif mi??!!!
den still gt the other prob.... is not i don't wanna go... i really really wanted to go... i wanted to make things better... i wanted to make it up to u... i really wanna change... bt i realised it just over... treated coldly... left out... am i even part of tt small little "family"? all hv their own fren... i do hv other company bt it can't be compared to urs... i know this is my fault... if u all don't wanna forgive mi, i oso won't blame u... u are really a nice fren... is i don't know how to treasure u... i'm sorry.. i know no amout of sorry can do anything bt Lord pls forgive mi tt i have been a failure... sorry Lord tt i have let u down... sorry Lord tt i can't glorify ur name...

i won't ask God why... bt will just ask God to give me strenght to go through this tough and hurting period... i believe and trust God for His plan... wadever is it... Lord, into ur hands i place every single thing...