God's children

hihi..

today de mi just very down... too many things le.. worried abt this... sad abt tt... stresss abt everything...

just realised tt i hv been replaced in tt place... i really do treasure wad i had wif them... bt i oso can't blame them... my timing and their timing just don't click... i always reject their invitation, no wonder now they oso won't call mi le... i shd be glad tt they even called mi last min... i do miss them alot... :(

3 more days before i leave for austraila... i'm excited abt the trip... goin to gold coast... bt i still got lots of work to do... i really hope to finish it before i leave... really got not enough time... i wanna go there and enjoy myself ant not worry abt my work...

plus my church dance thingy... having dance items for the church anniversary... bt tt wk i have like 3 assignments to hand in... i really scared i can't commit for the dance practices... i told aunty irene abt it le... i really wan to be involved in it... bt i'm afraid tt i got not enough time... this sat the dance practice, aunty irene asked mi to join the kids for one dance... since is only one dance, i agreed... den suddenly she told mi tt she might wan mi to put mi up for one more dance... i really wan to dance... bt the assignments are scaring mi.. aunty irene told mi tt God sees my heart, and if i want to dance, God will allow... i don't doubt tt... bt... i really don't know...
shu and xy, if i really goin to join the dance... i'm sorry in advance tt i might not be able to stay for every single meeting... bt, just give mi the work which u wan mi to do... i'm prepared to stay up everyday doin tt period le... so ya... i'm sorry...

nxt... YOU!!! i... i really don't know wad to say.... i'm tryin my best to control myself... and i still will... u are just a heartbreaker tt i can't really let go... and don't doubt urself... u still hv the attraction to attract any girls u wan... sooo PLEASE, i beg u, leave them alone unless u really like anyone of them.... they are just... just too innocent for u... and i can tell them at least one of them have liked u... PLEASE control can??? u know how much it hurts... so PLEASE spare them.... i worried for both u and them... i really don't wan them to learn it the hard way... and i oso don't wan ur good impression in them to be ruined...
JOYCE!!! please control!!! :(

Lord, please tell mi wad to do... i really believe tt u will give mi the time to finish my project as i serve u... Lord, please strengthen my faith in u... Lord, i really nd u... LORD!!! may my life be a testimony for u.. Lord, i really wan to live for u and tt others can see u in mi... Lord, i love u...