God's children

was watching bullfighting again... and i realised alot of things... i realised tt i am really stupid and dumb... sometimes it's not tt the more u work hard to fight for ur love, u will get it... you just hv to wait for ur true love to come... once ur true love comes, he/she can nv run away... u may think this person is ur true love, t sometimes u are wrong... this person is only ur love... not ur true... trust God... once ur true love come, he/she can nv run away... coz God made woman out of man... so every man will hv a woman and every woman will hv a man...

this show oso like mi realised tt i feelin for him is not as much as i tot i had for him... i will let go... bt it seriously hurts to think of the fact tt i had to let go... he is just not the one for mi... give mi more time, i will let go totally... and the feeling for him will nv come bk anymore... coz... coz.. i just have to... if i don't give myself another chance, hu will?? i think wad daiseng say is true... he said "if u dun let someone fly in.. u dun knoe whether will he hurt u.. and u dun knoe whether will he be the right one.." and "let the bad go.. and the good will come.." and if i wan to be in love, i cannot be scare of getting hurt.. actually i don't denie the fact i still hold on to him coz i am afraid of getting hurt...

maybe, letting go of him and let the right one come is one of the greatest present tt i can give myself...