God's children

hi.. so sorry.. i very long bo update le... alot of things happen for these days tt i nv update...bt all is really fun stuff... bt i lazy or rather say no time to update... bt for now... i nd a place to type out my cry...

now is the porject period... real busy.. i really feel like resting.. bt all my free time is at time doin work... really tired and i nd a break...

today went for dance... den aunty lena toked abt the gifts of tongues.. i realised how far have i drifted frm God... so wad if i am living everything praising God, seeking God and askin God for help when i am not taking in... i dont know how long i nv do my QT le.. i dont know how long i havent been reading my bible le.. so wad i 'm teaching in PK?? so wad if i'm goin to for cf?? so wad if i;m only feeding myself on weds and sun and maybe at times, sat?? Lord, i really wan to seek u... i wan to read ur word and hunger for u.. i wanna build up my inner man... i wan to be sensitive to u.. i wan so many things abt u.. bt i'm not doin anything... Lord, help mi Lord... please give mi self-control and the obedience to do those things... Lord... i oso wan my rest.. i wanna slp early... bt i always failed to do so... Lord, pls, help mi... i really wan u.. i wanna hv a persoanl encounter wif u... Lord, hear my cry.... i love u Lord...