God's children

i didnt know just a walk can make someone think alot... in the nature, walkin in the creation of God... how which creatures and plants supports each other...God made it tt way... GOd made mountains not to WOW us... bt to provide water to His creation... trees is not there just to provide oxygen for us... it provides food and housing to HIs creations... these are things tt we learn in pri sci.. bt have u ever tot... who made all these happen?? who so smart will think soooo much and put things so in place... tt there comfrim to be a food chain, a house chain.. and living chain.. eveything in this world is linked... just think lahx... even if ONE SMALL creature is missing... for example the ant... even though they are "irritating".. bt w/o them, where can we learn lessons like "being hardworking and in a colony" come abt??? w/o them, our leftovers will be wasted... small animal like an ant can teach precious lesson... and God uses it... God uses small things to make an impact.. so no matter how small are u.. God will still use u, depends if u are open to Him to be used...

fishes, i hate them, i'm afriad of them... wad abt u?? i bet alot of u love them... how beautiful they are...(goosebumps)... i hate them, i scare of them... bt are they affected?? do they even know??? all they know is how MANY ppl yearn to look at them, feed them... God spoke to mi... i love u for hu u are...i love my creation,even the fishes,the one u hate... i dont care how many ppl dont like u... dont concentrate on the negative.... look around u, so many ppl love u so much... including mi, your king.. so, y are u still not swimmin freely like a fish??? joyce, let urself free... concentrate on God...
when u were fearin... when u were alone... how do u know it's safe to go?? y do u walk in even thouhg u are scare??? i oso dont know, i know u are there i guess... when u walked... did i give u dead ends?? no, u gave mi more...

Lord, take my heart.. take whoever i am... Lord, heal my heart once more... Lord, i trust and believe u more den anything else... Lord, i love u more den anything else... Lord, LORD!!! i'm broken before u. so broken... Lord, i am nth as compared to u... yt u died for mi... i deserve nth Lord... Lord, thank u for loving mi so much.. Lord, give mi the desires for ur ppl... give mi the desires to love ur ppl... give mi strenght to be there for those unloved ones... Lord, i wan to serve u... coz, u have been soo good to mi... i wanna do things for u Lord... show mi wad i can do for u Lord... Lord... i am urs... i love u Lord..
amen